Greetings all!!!
This has been one of the worst years of my life. There won't be an Advent Calendar this
year. I don't know if I'll be doing any writing at all for along while, if at all.
Oct 10th my brother died of a massive heart attack. I found him in the garage, lying
on the floor, watched the paramedics try there very best to bring him back. It didn't work. Nothing they did made
any difference. He died in the hospital. He was 45.
He was smart, funny and my baby brother. To say I'm devasted would be an understatement.
I thought losing my uncle was bad. This, this is a million times worse. His passing has left a void
that will never be filled. No amount of tears can ease. They tell me in time the pain will ease.
Right now, I really don't see that happening. It's as if when he died, he took
a piece of my heart, the best part.
This site will stay open. I have no plans on taking it down. I may eventually
feel like writing, but right now it really doesn't seem likely.
Take care!!!
