Title:  Bonding a Guide-Part 2

Title:  Angelee

Fandom:  The Sentinel

Pairing:  Jim/Blair

Rating:  Adult

Summary:  Can Jim help Blair?

Beta:  By my sister Anna.  All remaining errors are mine.  With apologies.

 

Bonding a Guide-Part 2

 

"Easy, Blair.  Easy.  It's going to be okay.  I'm here.  I'm here, sweetheart."

 

Blair closed his eyes tightly as a wave of nausea tore though him.  "I'm going to be sick,” He said, swallowing heavily.

 

Fingers tangled into his hair.  "No, you're not, sweetheart.  Breathe deep.  Come on,” Jim urged, holding him close.

 

"Can't.  Can't.  I'm going to lose my dinner,” Blair told him regretfully.  “And it was really good too”

 

"You won't.  You won't.  Hold on to me.  I swear I won't let anything happen to you."

 

“Let go.  Let go, Jim."  Blair begged.  "I don’t want to throw up on you,"

 

"You won't.  You won't.  Hold on to me,’ Jim replied tightening his hold.  Blair's violent trembling moving them both.

 

"W...what's h...happening to m...me?"

 

"You're going into need?"

 

Blair looked up at him, big blue eyes filled with tears.  "Help me?  Please, Jim help me?"

 

"Okay, easy.  Easy.  Do you want me as your Sentinel?"

 

"Jim, please."

 

“Please, Blair, please."

 

"Are you going to help me or lay claim to my person?"

 

"Both."  Jim told him tangling his fingers deep into sweat soaked curls. "Tell me you'll be mine.  My Guide and no one elses."

 

Blair sighed unhappily as another wave of nausea tore through him.  Leaving him panting and shaking harder than before.

 

"J...Jim."

 

"It'll keep doing that until you commit to me."

 

Blair met Jim eyes.  "I can't make that kind of commitment under duress."

 

"You have to, Blair.  Listen to me, sweetheart.  If you don't you will die."

 

"If you're trying to scare me you're doing a damn fine job of it,” Blair told him softly.

 

"I'm not trying to scare you, sweetheart.  It's the truth.  You need to commit. And you need to do it now."

 

"Jim?"

 

The Sentinel laid kiss after kiss all over Blair's face.  Trying his best to soothe the distraught Guide.

 

"Please, Blair, please.  Say the words.  Say them."

 

"I..."

 

"I won't hurt you.  I won't ever hurt you.  Please, Blair.  Say the words that will make you mine."

 

Blair met Jim's eyes again, seeing the need and want in them and deep desperation. 

 

"You want this?  Me?"

 

"With my whole heart."

 

Blair closed his eyes tightly, reopening them sighed softly.  "I take you Jim Ellison as my Sentinel.  For now and always you are mine as I am yours." Suddenly the shivering and nausea vanished as if never having been. "Oh, Goddess,” Blair whispered in relief. "Jim?"

 

Jim gave him a brilliant smile.  "Mine.  My very own beautiful Guide."

 

Blair returned it.  "I hope you don't grow to regret taking me as your Guide."

 

"I won't,” Jim told him confidently. 

 

"You really think I'm beautiful?"

 

Jim stroked sweat soaked hair off of Blair's forehead.  "Yeah."

 

"Hmm, that feels nice."

 

"Yeah,” Jim told him, kissing his forehead.

 

Blair ran his hands over Jim broad back.  "You're so warm.  I'm so tired, Jim.  So very tired."

 

"I can imagine, sweetheart.  Sleep.  Everything is going to be alright.  I’ll watch over you.  You're safe."   Jim pulled Blair into his arms, holding the now soundly sleeping man close.  "My Guide." he whispered softly, contently.  Burying his face in Blair's curls.  Still soaked with sweat, but Jim didn't care.  He had a Guide and as far as he was concerned he had the most beautiful Guide in the whole world.