Title: First Contact
Author: Angelee
Pairing: Corat Damar/Julian Bashir
Rating: Adult
Summary: First contact is always good.
Note: Beta by my sister Anna. All remaining errors are mine with apologies.
Note2: In my universe Damar didn’t die. Julian will love him forever and ever, and Julian will get to nibble on Damar’s bottom lip for as long as he likes. (o:
Note3: Extreme slash be ahead. Just so you know before you start reading.
FIRST CONTACT
“Who’s that?”
“That, my friend, is Julian Bashir, the Doctor for Deep Space Nine,” Gul Dukat told his apprentice Corat Damar.
“Oh,” Damar replied softly, blue eyes staring at the slight form of the Doctor hungrily.
Dukat smiled at him. “Down, boy. Julian is quite human and being so finds us quite repulsive.”
“Oh,” The tone in Damar’s voice was slightly dejected. Yet he continued to eye Julian Bashir as the Doctor strolled along the Promenade talking with a Trill known as Jadzia Dax.
“He’s very beautiful,” Damar whispered and as if hearing him Julian Bashir looked up, meeting his eyes, before darting away quickly. Those big luminous brown eyes left Damar speechless.
“Yes, I suppose he is, for a human.”
“He really hates all Cardassians?”
Dukat eyed the Doctor as the female Trill gave Julian a kiss on the cheek before leaving. Julian watched her walk away for a moment before going into Quark’s bar. “Truthfully, I don’t know for sure, but why should he be any different from most humans that find our coloring, ridges and scales, repulsive.”
“I suppose your right.”
Dukat turned toward Damar placing his hand on his apprentice’s shoulder. “If you must have a go at fragile human flesh-try. He can only tell you no.”
“That’s what I’m afraid of.”
Dukat smiled at him. “You are Cardassian. You are brave. Quite handsome in a Cardassian sort of way. Go try. If all else fails, you can throw him over your shoulder and carry him off to your quarters.”
“I could, couldn’t I?” Damar said heartened.
Dukat nodded. “Yes. And before Security can be called you would have had a taste of human flesh. Be assured, it’ll probably be the only taste you get before they space you out the nearest airlock”
Damar gave him a weak smile. “Thank you.”
“No problem. Go. Try. You might be surprised. I’ll see you later.”
Damar watched Dukat walk away before turning to follow Julian Bashir into Quark’s.
“Hello. May I join you?”
Julian looked up to meet a pair of the most hopeful blue eyes he’d ever seen in any species. The same blue eyes he’d seen watching him as he and Jadzia walked the Promenade. “Of course.” Damar sat across from him. “Would you like a drink?”
Damar nodded. “Water, please.”
Julian’s eyebrows went up. “Water?”
“Yes. I don’t drink liquor very much or at least not that often.”
“Oh.” Julian placed the order before smiling at the nervous Cardassian. “What can I do for you?” he asked as the water was placed on the table.
The Cardassian took a small drink before answering. “I would very much like to have sex with you.”
Julian spit his tea all over Damar’s uniform. “W…what did you just say?”
“I would very much like to have sex with you,” Damar repeated, wiping at his uniform with a napkin.
“W…we just met and you want to have sex with me?”
Damar nodded. “Yes.”
“No.”
“No?”
“That’s right-no.”
“I could throw you over my shoulder and take you to my quarters anyway,” Damar growled ever-so-bravely.
Julian smiled at him not in the least bit intimidated. “With me kicking and screaming the whole way?”
Damar arched his chin. “Yes. If I have too.”
Julian chuckled still not intimidated. The Cardassian was quite cute with all his bravado. “You have balls, I’ll say that for you.”
Damar looked at him curiously. “Balls?”
“Another term for that would be testicles, but it this case it means guts, nerve, or gumption.”
“Oh.” Silence for a moment, Damar playing with his water glass. “Well?”
Julian took a careful sip of his tea. “Well, what?”
“Sex. Will you have sex with me?” Damar asked impatiently.
“You don’t get many points for technique or subtly,” Julian replied, frowning at him. Cute could only get you so far.
“What?”
“You’re being a bit heavy-handed, don’t you think?” The Cardassian growled deep in his throat. “And the growling just proves my point.”
“What will give me points then?” Damar asked conceding.
“Well, you could start by telling me your name,” Julian told him softly.
“M…my name?” Damar stuttered, not realizing how stupid he was-till now.
“Hum-hmm. That would gain you a few.” Damar looked at the human bewilderedly. “You’re name?” Julian urged, thinking the Cardassian had the most sensual bottom lip he’d ever seen on anyone. Making him want to reach over and nibble on it for a while-a long while.
“Damar. Corat Damar.”
Julian offered his right hand. “Well, nice to met you Damar. I’m Julian Bashir, Chief Medical Officer for Deep Space Nine.”
Damar took the delicate looking limb in his. “I am most pleased to meet you, Julian Bashir,” He replied, running his thumb over the soft flesh of Julian’s hand.
Julian gave him a brilliant smile. “I’m glad.” Damar stared at the human, enchanted by the smile. “Da, are you alright?” Julian asked, the smile dimming.
“Y…yes. It’s just that I find you very appealing.”
“Oh?”
“Yes. Will you bed with me? Please?”
Julian’s brows furrowed slightly. “Are you begging?” Not sure if he understood the tone in the Cardassian’s voice right.
“If I must.”
“Oh, you are desperate. I didn’t think Cardassians begged for anything.”
Damar smiled at him wryly. “For you, yes. Most desperate.”
“Can’t have that. Alright.” Julian replied. He really wanted a go at that bottom lip. Plus Corat Damar was very beautiful. It would be no hardship to bed him.
Damar blinked at him. “Did you just say yes?’
“Yes, I did. You sound surprised.”
“I was told that humans find Cardassians repulsive.”
“Not all humans. I happen to like Cardassians,” Julian replied, smiling at Damar.
The Cardassian took an unsteady breathe. “Don’t do that.”
The smile vanished. “What?”
“Smile at me like that.”
“But why?”
“Because it is doing odd things to my insides.”
Julian chuckled. “Oh, well if you want to have sex with me, I would think that’d be a good thing.”
Damar realized that he was still holding Julian’s hand. “Yes, I suppose it is,” He replied tangling his fingers with the Doctor’s. “Shall we go?”
“Yes. We’re starting to get some odd looks.”
“Does that bother you?”
Julian rose from his chair. “No. They can look at us as oddly as they like. But for what you want to do, I think we need some privacy.” They went in to the Promenade silently before Julian stopped at the lift. “My quarters or yours?” he asked softly.
“Mine.”
***
The door had barely swished closed behind them when Damar was all over the slight human. Picking him up in strong arms he kissed the Doctor hungrily. Julian responded in kind, cupping the Cardassian’s face in his hands. Damar held him close as he practically inhaled Julian alive.
Julian threw his head back when he was able. “Oh, God-you are hungry, aren’t you?” He panted.
“For you. Only for you,” Damar said, kissing his face desperately over and over again.
“Oh, God, oh God. Da, you’re going to have to slow down. Slowly, slowly.”
The Cardassian let go of Julian reluctantly, when the human struggled to free himself. “I’m sorry. I haven’t wanted anyone in along time. And I have never wanted anyone- ever, the way I want you. From the first moment I saw you. Are you sure you want me?” Damar asked unable to hide his vulnerability.
Julian smiled up at him, stroking Damar’s massive chest. “I’m pretty sure that I do. My body is telling me that I do. I just need to go slowly. I’ve had Cardassian friends, but no Cardassian lovers. Never really wanted one.”
Damar held the wandering hand still. “Because we are repulsive?”
“You’re not repulsive. People make rude comments about what they cannot understand.” Julian replied. Using his free hand he began unbuttoning Damar’s uniform.
Damar watched. “My people kill humans for the Dominion. For the Founders.”
“Don’t, Da. If you want to kill the mood, continue, but otherwise stop.”
Damar dropped his head in dejection. “I’m sorry. But you need to know the truth.”
Julian tilted the Cardassian’s head up slightly with the forefinger of his free hand. “I know the truth. But here and now, shall we let it go? So we can enjoy ourselves for at least a little while?” He pleaded softly. “Let’s leave the rest of the universe outside the door. Please, Damar?”
Damar met Julian’s big brown eyes. “Is that what you want?”
Julian nodded. “That is what I want.”
The Cardassian pulled Julian to him. “I have never met another like you.”
Julian went willingly. “And rest assured you never will again,” He replied, chuckling softly.
Damar lowered himself slightly to be able to bury his head against Julian’s neck as he wrapped his arms around the slight human. “Nor would I want to.”
Julian returned the tight hug. “Aw! You say the sweetest things.”
Damar growled softly, nuzzling the warmly scented neck. “Are you saying that Corat Damar, a Cardassian officer, is sweet?”
“Most assuredly,” Julian said chuckling, the nuzzling tickled.
Damar pulled away slightly. “I have never been called sweet before. I think I like it.”
Julian gently stroked the ridges between the Cardassian’s eyebrows, smiling when Damar closed his eyes and purred. “You’re more than welcome. So, Da-do you still want to make love?”
Damar opened his eyes. “Make love? What is make love?”
Julian renewed his effort in trying to remove the Cardassian’s uniform. “I don’t want to have sex with you.”
Damar frowned in confusion. “Then why are you trying to remove my clothing?”
“Because I want to make love,” Julian replied patiently, baring the Cardassians massive, muscle-bound chest. The same ridges and spoon-like pattern lay in the middle, just like on his forehead. Right between a pair of beautiful, large-sized nipples. “Ooh, very nice.” He said, bending slightly to take one of the dark, blue-grey nipples in his mouth, suckling happily.
If he had looked up he would have seen Damar’s blue eyes widen in surprise. No one had ever done that to him before. Was this what making love was? He grimaced slightly when Julian bit down. Feeling the slight pain shoot down between his legs hardening his already hard sex further. It had been hard since the moment he’d seen Julian in the Promenade.
He growled pulling the human away from his chest. “Let go, Jewels. I would like to have sex now. Not have you suckling on my chest for the rest of the night.”
“But you taste good,” Julian replied, reaching for the nipple again.
“Later. Sex now,” Damar told him, bending down slightly he picked Julian up in his arms and carried him to the bed, tossing him on it. Smiling when the human laughed when he bounced a few times.
He tore the Doctor’s clothing as if it were paper. When Julian lay completely exposed, his fervor calmed slightly. Gently he stroked flesh the color of darkest gold. Soft, Julian was so soft.
“You are soft.”
“Is that good?” Julian asked smiling.
Damar returned it, continuing to stroke the soft flesh, going between the human’s legs to where the sex organ lay, hard and leaking a clear fluid. “Yes. Very good.”
Julian arched up when Damar began pumping him hard, making him gasp and arch up at the suddenness of it. “Oh.”
Damar looked up, meeting Julian’s eyes. “Is this alright?”
“F…fine. Just a bit sudden. I guess Cardassians aren’t all that interested in foreplay,” Julian panted softly moving his hips in time to the rhythm the Cardassian had set. “D…Da?” Damar looking up. “I want a kiss.”
The Cardassian smiled. “A kiss from a repulsive creature like me?”
Julian frowned. “Y…you’re n…not r…repulsive.” He protested. “And I want a kiss NOW.”
“So demanding.” Damar moved closer giving Julian the kiss he wanted. When he pulled away it was to have Julian follow, licking and nipping at his lower lip hungrily.
“You have a mouth that incites the need to sin, Da,” he whispered softly.
“I hope that you find the rest of me as appealing.”
Julian gasped coming all over the Cardassian’s hand suddenly. Or maybe not all that sudden, the motion of Damar’s hand had not stopped the whole time they’d been kissing. Damar looked at the creamy white fluid for a moment before tasting it. “Sweet and salty at the same time,” He said in approval.
Julian moved closer licking at the hand holding his sperm as well, occasional touching his tongue to Damar’s. It was the most erotic thing the Cardassian had ever experienced. He moaned softly as Julian continued to run his tongue over his, finally pulling away to nibble on his bottom lip.
Julian did that for so long it drove Damar half mad. He started growling low in his chest. “Is something the matter, Da?” Julian asked innocently, meeting the Cardassian’s blue eyes.
Damar urged Julian to lie back against the bed. “You are making me crazy, human.”
Julian would have none of it. He popped up. “No, Da. It’s my turn. You lie back.” The Cardassian looked at him for a moment before complying. Julian smiled at him as he began to remove Damar’s clothing, receiving some help from the Cardassian. Finally revealed Julian’s eyes widened in pleasure. “Oh, my-Damar, you’re beautiful.” He caressed the ridges on Damar’s chest. Smiling when the Cardassian shivered “Sensitive?”
“Very.”
“Good.”
Julian’s hands joined his lips. Licking and sucking the sensitive flesh of Damar’s chest ridges. While at the same time his thumbs and forefinger gently rolled the Cardassian’s beautiful nipples.
Damar looked up at the ceiling, a bit dazed by everything that was happening. He bit his lower lip, the lip that so fascinated the human, when Julian ignited a particularly strong wave of pleasure. He tangled his fingers in the sheets fighting to keep still. Wanting nothing more than to flip the human over and lose himself in Julian’s warmth, but he didn’t want the human to think him a barbarian. Plus he already knew he was going to want this beautiful human again and again.
Julian was enjoying himself. He rarely had the chance to sexually explore any of his lovers. Not that he’d had that may. He could probably name them all on one hand. Much to his disappointment. And then here was Corat Damar practically falling into his lap and letting him do pretty much whatever he wanted. Julian was going to enjoy himself while he had the chance.
Julian licking contently on the ridges in the middle of Damar’s chest when he noticed something odd. His fingers had not been idle, they’d been contently playing with the Cardassians nipples and now they were covered in a thick, sticky substance.
“Da, what’s this?”
Damar opened his eyes. “It’s nothing. Please continue with what you were doing.”
Julian looked at the substance curiously. He hadn’t read about this in the Cardassian anatomy when he’d been after information that might help him with Garek. He smelled it cautiously, it gave off a very appealing fragrance.
“It’s not nothing, Da. What is it? I didn’t read about this in Cardassian anatomy.”
Damar frowned up at him. “You know about Cardassian anatomy? Wasn’t that knowledge forbidden to outsiders?”
Yes, but I need the information to help my very sick Cardassian friend, well my only Cardassian friend. I was allowed access. Plus we’re at war, I need to know how to take care of everyone who need’s help. Cardassians included.”
Damar’s frowned lifted. “You are not a typical human are you?”
“I’m a Doctor. Swore to help all who need it.”
Damar gently touched the face of the human resting comfortably on top of him. “You are special, Jewels. Very special.”
Julian moved into the touch. “Why thank you. Now as to this substance coming out of your nipples?”
Damar sighed. “You’re not going to let it go are you?”
“No. Tell me.”
“It is a substance Cardassian males release when he wants to propagate with a female. When it comes into contact with their skin it makes them more receptive.”
Julian looked at the sticky substance on his fingers again. “I’m not a female.”
Damar smiled at him. “No. A fact that is most obvious to me. It also happens when a Cardassian male is extremely aroused.”
“A fact that is VERY obvious to me, Da,” Julian replied, moving on top of the Cardassian. Earning a hiss of pleasure as well as strong hands cupping his buttocks in encouragement. “What does it taste like?” he asked the Cardassian curiously.
Damar shrugged his shoulders. “I do not know. I have never found the need to taste it.”
“Hmm,” Julian said, his curiosity perked. “Damar, let go for a minute. I need my tricorder.”
“Why?” Damar asked, reluctant to let the human up if only for a moment. Julian looked at the substance on his finger and then at Damar, wiggling his eyebrows suggestively.
“Oh.” He watched Julian scan the substance. It seemed Julian-ever the Doctor never went anywhere without his medical tricorder.
After a few moments Julian looked up from studying the results. “It seems to be nontoxic to humans. It contains pheromones, I suppose that’s what makes the female of your species more receptive.” He smiled at the quietly watching Cardassian. “You’re not hoping to get me pregnant are you, Da?”
Damar chuckled. “That would be a first for both our people, wouldn’t it?”
Julian climbed back onto the bed. “I’d say.”
Damar pulled him into his arms. “Is that even possible?” he asked frowning slightly.
Julian nuzzled the closest neck ridge. “Hmm, I think it could probably be done. Being male shouldn’t be a set back.” He looked up into startling blue eyes. “Why? You want a baby?”
Damar coaxed Julian’s head back down. “I have a son. Family is important to the Cardassian people. Children are a joy to be nurtured and loved. They bring hope in trying times.”
“Hmm,” Julian mumbled. “I suppose they do.”
“Yes,” Damar ran his hands over Julian’s slight form. The passion had cooled slightly as they talked. “Jewels, did you say something about taking a turn?” he asked hopefully.
Julian had been lazily licking Damar’s neck ridges and playing with Damar’s left nipple, coaxing a renewal of leaking fluid. “Yes, I believe that I did. Can you hold still while I explore you body?”
“Is this a doctor’s curiosity or that of a lover?”
“A bit of both, I think,” Julian replied, moving his head to gently suck the nipple he’d been casually torturing. “Oh, very nice, tastes like cherry cider. Had that long ago back on earth.” Damar’s only response was a short grunt. Julian pulled away slightly to give the other nipple the same attention. Noticing that Damar was practically shredding the bed sheets in his effort to hold still. The Cardassian was extremely sensitive, a fact that pleased the Doctor greatly.
Julian went lower, hand gently stroking a hard-muscled abdomen. He licked the small indentation of a cute Cardassian bellybutton before moving on. When he touched Damar’s penis the Cardassian jumped about a foot off the bed. Almost tossing Julian off.
“Wow! Are you alright?” Julian asked, stunned by the reaction.
“No one has ever touched me there or even suckled on my nipples the way you have. I was not expecting to be so sensitive when a hand other than my own touched me,” Damar replied, breathlessly.
Julian eyed him curiously. “What the hell do you do when you have sex? Rub against each other until you come if you’re with a male or thrust a couple of times into a female until you come?”
“Come?”
“Release semen,” Julian replied automatically.
Damar looked sheepishly at him. “Hmm, yes, basically. Sex is for propagating or release of aggressive tension.”
Julian frowned. “Then what the hell did you wanna do with me?”
“I…I …”
“What?” Julian asked impatiently.
“I…don’t know how to put this?”
Julian sighed heavily. “Just say it,” he said, not sure he was going to like what Damar’s answer.
The Cardassian reached over and ran a gentle hand over Julian’s buttocks, going between them to stroke his anus with a forefinger. “This. I wanted this.”
Julian shivered. “Then you do know how to have sex with a human male?”
“I have read some. Information on human sexuality is readily available.”
The thick finger breached his body, making Julian gasp at the suddenness of it. “I…I say it’s more than some. Stop, though, stop.”
Damar’s hand fell away. “Am I hurting you?”
Julian shook his head. “I can take pain. It’s not that. I’m not done exploring you. After I’m done, you can have what you want.”
“You will let me into your body?” Damar said, astonished.
Julian smiled at him. “Yes, Da, I will. It’s not like I haven’t done it before.”
The Cardassian growled, frowning heavily. “You have let others into your body?”
Julian looked at him from under his lashes. “Hmm, not exactly.”
“What, exactly?”
“Well, I’ve been curious and well there wasn’t anyone I could trust so I kindausesavibrator.” Blushing so hard it showed right through his heavy tan.
Damar look at him curiously. “What is a vibrator?”
Julian buried his head against the Cardassian’s neck in embarrassment. “I don’t want to talk about it.”
Damar tangled his finger in Julian’s soft hair, tugging his head up to face him. “But I do.”
“Well, I wanted to see if getting your prostate stimulated was everything I have read and heard about. So I used a vibrator to find out.”
“Prostrate?”
“Seems you didn’t read everything there was to know about human male anatomy.” Julian said, blushing again.
“I suppose not. I have not heard of prostrate. What is it?”
“All human males have them. It is said that when it’s stimulated it produces intense physical pleasure.”
“And did it?” Damar asked curiously.
Julian’s dark eyes became distant and dreamy. “Oh, yes.”
“Show me where this prostrate is,” Damar demanded.
“But I’m not…”
“Now.”
Julian met the determined look in the Cardassian’s eyes. “Alright. I need to get some lubrication. I’ll be right back,” He said, padding toward the replicator unconcerned by his lack of clothing. Giving Damar an appealing view of nicely tanned round buttocks.
He came back toward the bed carrying something in his hand. “This will make it easier. Use plenty especially when we have intercourse. Otherwise you’re going to hurt me. You are a very, very big boy.”
Damar nodded. Opening the bottle spreading the fluid onto the fingers of his left hand, blue eyes intense as he waited for instructions. “Alright. Now what?”
Julian lay by the Cardassian on his back, spreading his legs wide. “Insert one finger into my anus. Carefully. I may be a bit tight at first. I haven’t used a vibrator in sometime,”
Damar nodded again, moving close to the human. “Alright.” Julian was right. He was tight. The flesh hot and spasming around his finger.
“Wow. Easy. Easy. Okay, using your finger, feel around for a smooth bump.” Suddenly Julian gasped and arched up violently. “That’s it, right there. Oh, Gods, that’s it. Stroke it with your finger.”
Damar watched fascinated as he caressed the little bump inside Julian. A fine sheet of perspiration covered the beautiful brown skin and Julian was arching up and down on his finger in a simulation of sex. Julian’s penis was hard as well, leaking fluid at a steady pace.
“Da. Da. Another finger. Oh, lord, this is intense. Use another finger.”
Damar complied. Watching Julian bite his lip hard at what could only be intense pleasure. He didn’t look as if he was in pain. “Are you sure I’m not hurting you?”
“Ah, God. No, Da. It doesn’t h…hurt. If I were in any p…pain my penis w…wouldn’t be hard and l…leaking,” Julian told him, reaching down he began stroking himself in time with what Damar was doing with his fingers. “Da, another finger. You might want to add more lube.”
Julian swallowed hard when Damar added a third finger. The Cardassian watched enthralled as Julian went wild, thrashing on the bed from the double stimulation. He was stroking himself in a rhythm that to Damar’s eyes had to hurt delicate human flesh. Suddenly Julian screamed. “DAMAR.” Releasing semen all over his stomach and onto Damar’s chest. Who had moved closer to watch the intensely uninhibited display as he thrust into Julian’s body with his fingers.
Damar was hard, harder than he’d ever been in his life. Fluid ran down his chest in rivers to mix with what was leaking from his sex. Before he could stop himself he straddled the violently panting human and entered him in one violent shove.
Julian gasped when he felt himself stretched beyond what he thought was his capacity. “Ow! Damar.”
“I’m sorry, Jewels. I have to. I just have to. Forgive me,” Damar replied, the tightness and the heat of Julian overwhelming him for a moment before he began thrusting. Slowly as first, faster as Julian loosened accepting him.
Julian moaned as Damar’s hard thrusts literally lifted him up off the bed. “Da. Oh, God, Da.”
“I’m sorry, Jewels. I’m so sorry.”
“Shh, it’s alright. It doesn’t hurt as much now. Take what you need,” Julian told him, spreading his legs wider, wrapping them around the Cardassian’s body.
Damar moaned as he felt Julian loosen even more around him. He closed his eyes tightly, tears of regret and intense need leaking through as he began thrusting hard, violently. Unable to stop himself even if he wanted to.
Julian grunted at every thrust. It hurt to be sure. Damar was big, very big and Julian had never done this before. Even with the preparation the Cardassian had done, it hurt. It didn’t take long for pleasure to start overtaking the pain though. Until there was nothing but pleasure. Intense pleasure.
He began meeting Damar thrust for thrust. The Cardassian’s blue eyes opened in amazement when he felt Julian beginning to participate.
“Jewels?”
Julian smiled up at him. “I need this too. Harder if you need to. You’re not alone in this.”
Any resemblance of restraint vanished as Damar began pounding into Julian in a rhythm that moved the bed. Not easy to do, with it being bolted to the floor. Julian’s arms had come around the Cardassian’s straining body, pulling him close. Smearing the fluid leaking from Damar’s chest.
Julian breathed deep, loving the scent it released into the room. His insides were taking a pounding and he’d never felt more alive in his life. “Kiss me, Da. Kiss me,” He asked desperately. “Kiss me.”
Damar tried to comply, unable to do so as his body cried for relief. Grunting loudly as the thrusting his body demanded increased in volume and intensity. He choked back a scream as his seed released deep into the welcoming body of the human under him. Suddenly everything went dark.
When he woke it was to find gentle hands caressing his back. He looked down into the gentle brown eyes looking up at him. “Awake I see.”
“Yes. I’m sorry, Jewels. So sorry. I hope I didn’t hurt you too much,” Damar said, voice filled with remorse.
Julian stretched, moaning softly when it caused Damar to move in him. “I’m going to be sore tomorrow even with the use of a regenerator.” He reached up and stroked Damar sad face. “It’s okay. It’s a good kind of sore. Give me a few minutes and we can have another go, if you like.”
Damar looked down at Julian in astonishment. “You want to do it again?”
Julian smiled at him. “Oh, yes. I really like the way you feel in me.” He frowned slightly. “That might not be a good thing for a supposedly heterosexual male to say, but I think it might be a mute point in any case, being as where part of you is in reference to me at the moment.”
“Do you always talk this much?” Damar asked, nuzzling Julian’s sweaty forehead.
“Hmm, that’s nice. Yes, I’m afraid I do. You’ll get use to it. So-did you like making love with me?” Julian asked anxiously.
Damar gave him a brilliant smile. “If what we just did was making love, then-yes, I liked it very much.”
Julian looked up at him shyly. “Want another go?”
“Again?”
Julian wrapped his thighs around Damar’s hips making them both moaned at the pleasure it cause as the Cardassian to slide deeper. “Yes, I’m ready. Are you?”
Damar began moving, slowly, rhythmically. “Yes. Oh, yes.” He whispered, reaching down to kiss his human.
***
Julian lost all track of time, lost in the sexual haze caused by making love with Corat Damar. It was as if the Cardassian had loosened something in him. Releasing a side of Julian-he didn’t know he had, but liked very, very much.
They’d made love long into the night and far into the next day. It was a good thing Julian had the next several days off. He really didn’t want to let go of his Cardassian just yet. Not when he’d just barely begun to taste him.
One thing Julian did realize about himself was that he was most definitely a bottom. Liking the way Damar felt as he moved inside his body way to much to let such a trivial fact bother him. And besides he wasn’t that much of a bottom that he didn’t want to feel what it was like to be in Damar because he most definitely did. He just hadn’t had a chance to ask the Cardassian if he could.
Each time they made love the intensity grew till it wasn’t just Damar that passed out. Julian had started to as well. It was a life altering experience to be sure.
Damar was not only passionate he was loving
and could be quite tender once the throes of passion has subsided
somewhat. Around
Damar had gently washed his body, checking to make sure he was alright. Julian held still, allowing it. Allowing Damar to applied an analgesic cream to his most sore spots as well. Being taken care of was a rare treat and Julian enjoyed it immensely.
Damar talked as they ate. Feeding Julian tidbits as they lay on the living room floor having a picnic of sorts. He talked about himself, his home on Cardassia Prime. Painting a beautiful picture of his world and his people. Damar told him of his hatred for the Weyoun. His suspicions that his people were caught up in war they should never have become involved in.
Julian wiped the tears that coursed down the handsome Cardassian’s face as he talked of the thousand of Cardassians who’d lost their lives fighting for a cause they really didn’t understand.
When the words and the tears had stopped Damar had looked into Julian’s eyes with an intensity the Doctor didn’t really understand. It was as if the Cardassian was checking to make sure Julian was real.
For the longest time Damar silently contemplated him with an intensity in those beautiful blue eyes that left Julian breathless. While he’d stroked the Cardassian’s neck ridges lovingly, gently. Offering what comfort he could. Damar so close the Doctor could feel every breathe he took.
Then Damar had risen to his feet, picked Julian up in his arms as if he weighed nothing and carried him back to the bed. Carefully laying him down and without a word entered him.
Watched when Julian arch his head back grimacing at the suddenness of it. They had done this so much it didn’t really hurt any more. It was a more of a feeling of overwhelming fullness that took Julian’s breathe way.
Damar had thrust into him with a violence that continually shoved Julian into the mattress. The Cardassian’s head buried against his shoulder as he pounded into Julian with no mercy given or asked for.
Julian groaned as he felt Damar’s significant bulk moving in him. It was hard, it was fast and it was furious. Leaving them both breathless and panting violently.
Damar had whispered against his neck. “With me. With me. With me, please, Jewels. With me.”
Julian couldn’t catch his breath, groaning harshly as Damar thrusted. “W…with y…you. W…with y…you,” He tried saying, barely able to get the words out. “Da…p…please, Da. Please.”
Damar thrust hard into him. Once. Twice. Then Julian’s world exploded and nothing.
He came to finding Damar kissing his face desperately. “Da?” he moaned softly.
“Are you alright?” Damar asked, grateful he hadn’t killed his beautiful human with his enthusiasm.
“I think I died and I think, I died quite happy,” Julian replied, chuckled softly. “How long have you been awake?”
Damar cupped his face, kissing his lips appreciatively. “Not long. I’m sorry. The more I have you the more desperately I want you. I do not mean to be so rough.”
Julian returned the kiss. “I don’t mind. You, my dear, Damar seem to have become my addiction in no time at all.”
Damar smiled down at him. “I’m glad. Julian?”
Damar hadn’t really used his name since they’d started this affair. Something was wrong. Julian frowned. “Y…yes?” he asked hesitantly, not sure if he wanted to hear what the Cardassian wanted to say.
“Can we continue to do this?”
Julian blinked confused. “What?”
“C…can we keep making love?” Damar stuttered.
Julian ran his hands over the Cardassian’s back. “I think that we’ve done it a total of fifteen times in the past two days. I will have to eventually rest or you’ll break me.”
Damar chuckled against Julian’s cheek. “I like making love with you,” he whispered softly and for a Cardassian almost shyly.
“And I you.”
“Then can we keep doing it?”
“Yes, most assuredly we can,” Julian told him. “I like being fucked into oblivion by a very handsome Cardassian officer.”
Damar stroked Julian’s hair gently. “Is fucked the same as making love?”
“Hmm, sort of. Fucking is mostly about achieving physical release and making love is less about that. More about loving through physical contact. Both can be quite intense.”
“I like intense. Can we do both? Make it doubly intense,” Damar asked shyly.
Julian met the hopeful blue eyes. “Wow! I didn’t know Cardassian’s could do shy?”
Damar ducked his head slightly. “For you, this Cardassian can.”
This whole time Damar was gently thrusting into Julian. “I bet,” Julian replied, running his hands down the Cardassian’s body to cup flexing buttocks encouragingly. “Yes, I think we can do both. Actually I’m positive we can do both. Damar, will you eventually let me have you?”
“Hmm?” the Cardassian asked distractedly, nuzzling a warm neck.
“You know me inside you, instead of you inside me?”
Damar stopped nuzzling. “Yes, I think I would like that very much,” He finally answered, after a long moment.
Julian gave him a brilliant smile. “I’d think I’d like that very much too.”
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