Title:  Getting to Know You

Author:  Angelee

Fandom:  Star Trek Deep Space Nine

Pairing:  Corat Damar/Julian Bashir

Rating:  Adult

Summary: Nibble, nibble. 

Beta:  By my sister Anna.  All remaining errors are mine.

Note:  Slash be ahead.  If offended by such turn away now.

Note2:  In my AU Damar didn’t die.  Julian didn’t start falling for the Jadzia wanna be Ezri and he loves Damar and his sexy lower lip. (o:

 

Getting to Know You

 

“Hmm,” Julian woke slowly.  Stretching sensually on the bed.  Wincing slightly at the way his body complained at being loved so vigorously. 

 

Damar and he had been at it for three solid days.  Almost nonstop from the moment the beautiful Cardassian had asked him for sex.

 

Julian was going to have to soak for a while in a hot tub and use the regenerator.  Or he was going to be walking funny for a week.  If he could walk at all.

 

Damar was a very enthusiastic lover.  Very enthusiastic.  Julian smiled softly to himself.  Opening his eyes he turned to look at the subject of his thoughts.

 

Damar was watching him again.  With that intense look in his beautiful eyes.  It was almost as if the Cardassian wasn’t sure Julian was real or that he might disappear if he blinked.

 

Julian reached out a hand and gently caressed the ridges between Damar’s eyes.  “What is it, Love?”  he asked softly.

 

Damar closed his eyes in pleasure at the gentle touch.  “I…”

 

“What?”

 

“I’m afraid that all this is a dream and I’ll wake up and you’ll be gone.”

 

Julian moved closer. Nibbling on the lower lip he loved so much.  “I’m not going anywhere.  Except maybe to work, but I have time yet,” He whispered against Damar mouth. “Wanna fool around?”

 

“Fool around?”

 

“Make love again.”

 

“Really?”  Damar asked eagerly.

 

Julian frowned slightly.  Sometimes it seemed as if the Cardassian had never known love.  He sought it with such eagerness, such hunger, as if starving for it.

 

“Yes.  I think we can have another go before I have to get ready for work.  I’m going to have to soak in a tub for awhile and use the regenerator so I can walk without a severe limp, though.”

 

Damar looked away.  “I’m sorry.”

 

“For what?”

 

“For attacking you the way I do,” Damar replied remorsefully.

 

“Da, look at me.”  The Cardassian looked at Julian unable to hide the regret deep in his blue eyes.  “Do you regret loving me?”

 

Damar shook his head hurriedly, so hurriedly it made Julian smile.  “Never.  When I am so deep inside of you, I feel whole.  As if I am where I am meant to be.”

 

Julian’s smile deepened.  “Such a romantic.  You have no reason to be regretful.  I love the way you make love. With such enthusiasm and strength it makes me forget all other lovers before you.”

 

“What other lovers?”  Damar growled.

 

Julian chuckled.  “They don’t matter, Love.  I only know you, I want only you.  You have quite ruined me for anyone else.”

 

“What does that mean?”  Damar asked, puzzled.

 

“It means that you are going to have to stick around and love me the way you have accustomed me to being loved,” Julian replied, urging Damar to lie back against the mattress.

 

The Cardassian did as he was bid.  Curious to see what his beautiful human had planned.  He didn’t have long to wait as Julian straddled him.  Warm hands quickly applied the sticky substance that made coupling easier.  He watched in fascination as he was carefully mounted. 

 

Julian moaned as he was stretched almost beyond endurance.  He loved the way Damar felt in him.  It hurt a little, but not as much as when they had first started making love.   But still there was the overwhelming sense of fullness.  

 

When Damar was in as far as he could go.  Julian opened his eyes, smiling down at the Cardassian watching him with utter fascination.

 

“It is no hardship.”

 

“Hmm?  What’s that?”  Julian asked distractedly as he began to raise and lower himself.

 

“Loving you,” Damar whispered, arching up.  Forcing himself deeper into Julian.

 

“I’m glad.  Hmm, that feels so good.” 

 

Words were forgotten as Julian began a sexual dance above him.  He could never get enough of watching his human.  It was as if Julian truly enjoyed being with him and making love.  Damar didn’t understand why it was so, but he was grateful for any attention Julian gave him.

 

Sweat gleamed on Julian’s tanned skin as he began to force himself down on Damar’s sex harder.  Damar watched as the human ran his hands sensually over his chest, tweaking his nipples. Julian smiled at him softly.  That same smile that left Damar breathless the first time the human had used it on him.

 

It did the same thing now, but adding to it was Julian increasing the pace of their coupling. It almost hurt him and he was made of sterner stuff than fragile human flesh.   It was fast, furious almost violent.  It had to hurt, but his human seemed to be deriving great pleasure from it.

 

“Da?  Da?  Touch me.  Touch me, please.”

 

Damar took Julian’s sex in his hand and began stroking the human in the fashion he seemed to prefer.

 

Julian arched his head back moaning loudly.  “Oh, God-that feels so good.  You feel so good.  Faster, Da.  Faster,” He gasped, coming hard in Damar’s large hand.

 

When he came to it was to find himself cuddled against a warm Cardassian body as Damar meticulously lick his hand and fingers.

 

“Taste good?”  Julian asked softly.

 

Damar startled slightly.  “Yes,” he said sheepishly, at being caught.  “Very good.”  He offered his hand to Julian who licked the pad of the Cardassian’s forefinger, before gently nipping it.

 

“Hmm, you’re right.  I do taste good.”

 

Damar shook his head.  “Human, your ego can be quite insufferable.”

 

Julian chuckled.  “Yes, and don’t you forget it.  Did you get off?”

 

Daman tilted his head to the side.  “Get off?”

 

“Come.”

 

“Yes, just after you did,” Damar replied, running his hands over Julian slight back.  “You must eat more, you are to thin.”

 

“I may be to thin, but I can keep up with you any time of the day or night.”

 

Damar smiled at him.  “That you can, Jewels, that you can.”

 

Julian nuzzled the Cardassian’s neck.  “Hmm, I’ve got to get ready for work,” He said burying himself deeper against Damar’s warm body.  “But I don’t want to.  I like being here with you way to much.”

 

“I like it too.  But you have a job to do, as I do,” Damar replied, kissing the top of Julian’s head.  “I am surprised Dukat gave me the time off to be with you.”

 

Julian sighed, kissing a soft patch of skin on Damar’s chest.  “Me too.”  He looked up.  “Can we meet for lunch?”

 

Damar looked at him. “You would want to be seen with me?”

 

Julian frowned.  “Why wouldn’t I?”

 

“I am Cardassian.  Enemy of the Federation.”

 

“You’re not my enemy and I want to have lunch with you.”

 

“Alright,” Damar replied, giving him a tiny smile.  “Lunch it is.  What time must you be at work?”

 

“0800.”

 

“It is 0630 right now.  There is time for your bath and apply the regenerator to that cute, little buttocks of yours and a nice breakfast if we start now,” Damar said, gently untangling himself from Julian.  Who was reluctant to let him go.

 

“No, Da.  A few more minutes cuddling with you on the bed, please.”

 

Damar looked at him suspiciously.  “A few minutes only?”

 

Julian nodded eager.  “Yes, just a few more.”

 

Damar climbed back onto the bed.  “Alright, but just a few.”

 

Julian rested his head contently on the Cardassian’s muscular chest.  “Hmm, this is the life.  An eager lover, a wide bed and a good cuddle.”

 

Damar chuckled.  “By eager lover, do you mean me?”

 

“Nope, I mean the one hiding in the closet.”

 

The Cardassian sat up quickly displacing Julian.  “You have a lover in the closet?”

 

Julian lay back on the pillows smiling up at Damar.  “Da, I was kidding.  There is no one else here but us.”

 

“No one else?”

 

Julian ran a gently hand over Damar’s arm.  “No one.  Just you and I.”

 

“Are you sure?”  Blue eyes looked around the room warily as Damar growling menacingly.

 

“Positive.  Come back down here and stop growling.  Let’s cuddle before I have to go to work,” Julian urged pulling on the Cardassian’s arm. Damar complied, taking the unresisting human into his arms.  “Hmm, that’s nice,” Julian said contently.  “You are so warm.”

 

“Cardassians have a higher body temperature than humans,” Damar replied, nuzzling Julian’s soft hair.

 

They stayed that way for awhile. Enjoying being with one another.  Julian listening to the strong heartbeat under his ear.

 

“Jewels?”

 

“Hmm?”

 

“You must get ready for work or you will be late.” Damar smiled when all the human did was snuggle closer.  “They will come looking for you.”

 

“So?”

 

“Do you want them to know what you’ve been doing for the last three days?”  Damar asked kissing the top of Julian’s head again.

 

“Don’t care if they know.  I’ll take out an ad telling the universe that Corat Damar an officer for Cardassia was making love to one Julian Bashir, Chief Medical Officer for Deep Space Nine for the last three glorious days.  And that Julian Bashir loved it.  Every moment, every second, he loved it and he wants to do it again and again and again.”

 

Damar chuckled softly.  “Truly?”

 

Julian looked up.  “Oh, yes.  I truly did enjoy it.”  He frowned.  “Why? Do you doubt me?”

 

Damar looked out into the room.  “It is hard to believe that someone that looks like you would like making love to someone who looks like me.”

 

“What the hell is that suppose to mean?”

 

Damar met Julian’s eyes.  “Well, look at me.  I have scales and bumps where you have smooth skin.  I’m grey for Goddess sakes-while you are a beautiful golden brown.”

 

Julian straddled Damar’s body.  “You are beautiful in your own right, Damar.  You’re skin is a beautiful grey and I love all your scales and bumps.  Plus you have the most beautiful mouth I’ve ever seen on anyone,” Julian said running his finger over the Cardassian’s sensual bottom lip.  Moaning softly when Damar gently bit it.  “I love the way you look.  You are beautiful, Da.”

 

He had the pleasure of seeing Damar blush a dark blue grey.  “I’m not so sure of that.”

 

“Take my word for it.  I’ve got a friend by the name of Garek.”  Smiling when Damar growled low in his throat.  “We have lunch from time to time, but I would never bed him.  I’ve seen Cardassians walking around the Promenade, but none have interested me.  Until you looked at me with such fascination, such hunger.”

 

“I thought I had hidden that.”

 

“You couldn’t, Da.  Your beautiful blue eyes speak words when your mouth doesn’t.  Well as I was saying-I’ve got one Cardassian friend Garek and I would never consider sleeping with him.”

 

“Why?”  Damar asked curiously.

 

“He doesn’t interest me that way.”  Julian bit his lip, deciding to test Cardassian waters.  “I do confess to having a slight interest in Dukat.”  He said mischievously, which Damar completely missed.

 

“WHAT?”  The Cardassian practically shouted.  Getting up so quick he tossed Julian on the floor in his haste.

 

“Ow!  Da, that hurt,” Julian complained, rubbing the elbow that’d hit the edge of the bedside table rather hard.

 

Damar stalked back and forth by the bed trying to get himself under control.  After a moment he looked down at Julian with hurt in his blue eyes.

 

“You prefer Dukat to me?”

 

Julian closed his eyes fighting back the emotions those five words caused.  They were said with such sadness, it hurt to hear them.   He rose from the floor quickly.  “I need to watch my big mouth.”  He went to the trembling Cardassian.  “I never meant to hurt you.  I’m sorry, so very sorry.”  He cupped Damar’s face.  “Listen to me, Da.  Hear my words.  I am only interested in you.  Only you.  I would never sleep with Dukat for all the latinum in the galaxy. You are the only lover I want or need.”

 

Damar stared into Julian’s eyes as if seeking out the truth. Finally seeing it he gathered Julian to him.  “I’m sorry I’m so insecure.  I have never had anyone in my life like you. I don’t want to lose this, lose you.”

 

“You won’t.  For as long as you want, I’m yours,” Julian promised solemnly.

 

“Truly?”

 

Julian nodded, kissing Damar gently on the lips. “Have you always been so insecure?”

 

“No,” Damar replied, responding to the kiss hungrily.

 

“Hmm, what is it about me that has set this off, then?”

 

Damar pulled away slightly.  “Can we talk about this while you bathe? Otherwise you will be late for work,” He asked tugging Julian toward the bathroom.

 

The Doctor followed willingly.  Once he was soaking in the warm water he looked at Damar who was sitting on the floor near the tub.  “Talk to me, Da.”

 

Damar ran his hand through the warm water, unable to met Julian’s eyes.  “I am married, Julian.  Did you know that?” Julian flinched slightly, but made no comment.  “I have a wife and son back on Cardassia Prime.”  He looked up, meeting the luminous brown eyes before quickly looking away.  “It was an arranged marriage.  My parents thought to align our two households thinking it would be beneficial to both families.  Corinna was is very beautiful. But I think she found me rather repulsive. She did her duty and provided an heir, but no more.  She never loved me.  Never even cared for me.  If it hadn’t been for the fluid that comes out of my chest I don’t think I would have a son right now.”

 

“I’m sorry, Da.”

 

Damar gave Julian a small smile.  “What have you to be sorry for?  You’re not Corinna.”

 

Julian reached out a hand and ran it rather wetly over Damar’s cheek. “No, I’m not.  If I could, I would give you a child and love making it with you,” He told him softly.

 

Damar tilted his head as he studied the wet human.  “You wouldn’t, wouldn’t you?”  he said, in wonder.

 

Julian nodded. “Yes,  He replied.  “I already like the making love part,” He added with a huge smile.

 

Damar returned it.  “That you do,” He said, chuckling softly.

 

Julian picked up the bath sponge.  “Da?”

 

Damar took it from him and lathered it with the body wash sitting on the edge of the tub.  “Hmm.”

 

“Why are you so insecure?”  he asked as the Cardassian began gently scrubbing him with the sponge.  “Is it something that I’ve done?”

 

Damar shook his head.  “No.”

 

“Then what is it?  I want you to be secure in our relationship.  What will do that for you?”

 

Damar put down the sponge and reached for the shampoo.  “Do we have a relationship?”

 

“I think that three solid days of making love says we do,” Julian replied rather testily, tilting his head back to allow Damar to shampoo his hair.

 

“I thought that was-what did you call it-fucking.”

 

Julian looked up frowning.  “I thought I told you the difference between fucking and making love.”

 

Damar put down the shampoo.  “You did.”

 

“Well, then you should know the fucking difference by now, shouldn’t you?”  Julian told him angrily.

 

“I have made you angry.”

 

“You fucking well have.  Why are you deliberately trying to push me away?”

 

“Is that what I’m doing?”  Damar asked softly, so softly Julian almost didn’t hear him.

 

“Yes.  If you don’t want to have a relationship with me anymore, just say so,” Julian told him rubbing at his eyes.  He must have gotten shampoo in them.

 

“I…”

 

“Do you still want to be with me?”

 

“Yes.”

 

“Look at me, Da.”

 

Damar shook his head.  “I can’t.”

 

“W…why?”  Julian’s voice hitched.

 

“I’ve hurt you.”

 

“Yes, you have.  But I need for you to look at me, so I can see the truth in your eyes.”

 

“I…”

 

“LOOK AT ME, GODDAMN IT.”

 

Damar flinched.  Looked up meeting Julian’s eyes.  He flinched again when he realized he’d made the human cry.

 

“I…”

 

Julian raised his hand.  “Not a word.  Look at me and keep looking.”  He read everything he needed to in those expressive blue eyes.  Finding regret, remorse to be the overlaying emotion.  He also found love, deep soul-strengthening love.  Damar loved him deeply and consumingly.  He just had no idea what to do with it or what it truly meant. 

 

Julian reached over and slapped the Cardassian hard. Hard enough to where it jerked Damar’s head back and disheveled his dark black hair.   “D…don’t you fucking ever do that a…again.”  Julian’s voice hitched again.

 

Damar touched his stinging cheek.  “You hit me,” he said stunned.

 

Julian nodded.  “Yes, I did.”  He reached over, not stopping even when Damar flinched.  This time he ran a gentle finger over the Cardassian’s abused flesh, before grabbing Damar’s ears.  “Listen and listen well.  I LOVE YOU.  I WANT ONLY YOU. And I know you LOVE ME.  Your eyes told me so. Do not try and push me away again.  If you try I will kick your ass all over the Promenade.  Do you understand?”

 

Damar nodded, a bit stunned by everything that was happening.  “I understand.  Jewels?”

 

“Yes, Da?”

 

“Will you let go of my ears now?”

 

Julian let go.  “I love you, Da.”

 

Damar gave him a brilliant smile.  “I know.”

 

“Do you?”

 

“Yes.  Even if you had to beat it into me.”

 

Julian offered Damar the sponge again.  “I didn’t beat you, it was a little love tap.”

 

“It still hurt.”

 

Julian moaned happily when Damar began scrubbing his back.  “Oh, that feels heavenly.  I will make it up to you this evening.”

 

“You will?  How?”

 

Julian gave Damar a mischievous smile.  “It’s a surprise.  But something I guarantee you’re going to like.”

 

“I’m sorry, Jewels.”

 

Julian rose from the water.  “You should be.”  He turned to Damar, pulling the unresisting Cardassian into his arms.  “Don’t push me away.  I won’t go willingly.  And you might get hurt in the process.”

 

“So I’ve learned.  My cheek still stings.”

 

Julian kissed Damar gently, running his tongue over the flesh that still radiated heat from the slap.  “I promise to make it up to you.”

 

“Hmm, I can hardly wait. But for now we need to get you sorted so that you can get to work.  I also need to check in with Dukat.”

 

Julian bent over the bathroom sink as Damar ran the regenerator over his buttocks easing the discomfort there.  There was no blood, just some internal bruising.  Which the regenerator quickly took care of.  He moaned softly when Damar applied soothing cream to ease any left over aches.  He started slightly when a long blunt finger stroked gently over his prostate as Damar spread the cream.

 

“Ah, Da.  I…I’d stop there before it leads to something that will keeps us in your quarters for another three days.  Not that I mind.”  He moaned in disappointment when Damar removed his finger.  He straightened and turned to regarded the Cardassian affectionately.  “I love when you do that, just about as much as I love it when you’re in me.”

 

Damar kissed Julian gently.  “I love you, Jewels.”

 

“I love you too and don’t you forget it.”

 

Damar gathered the slight human to him.  “I won’t.”

 

They stayed that way for a long time, enjoying the warmth and love coming off the other before Julian pulled away reluctantly.  “Hmm, better get ready to start the day,” he said unenthusiastically.

 

“Yes,” Damar replied just as unenthusiastically.

 

“We should have shared the bath,” Julian told him as he combed his hair.

 

“If we did that-we’d still be in there,” Damar replied watching.  Finally unable to take it anymore reached over and took the comb from Julian’s hands.

 

The Doctor smiled at him. “I can comb my own hair.”

 

“I know, but indulge me anyway.” 

 

“But who’s indulging whom?  That feels heavenly.  Better stop or you’re going to put me to sleep.  Why don’t you take your shower while I fix us some breakfast.  Unless you want to go to Quark’s?”  Julian looked at him enquiringly.

 

Damar put down the comb, shaking his head.  “Here.  I’d like a little more time with you alone before we have to face the universe.  We can have lunch at Quark’s if you like.”

 

Julian gave him a brilliant smile.  “You’ll have lunch with me?”

 

Damar nodded.  “Yes.  If you’re not afraid to be seen with a Cardassian, who am I to argue?”

 

The smile vanished from Julian’s face.  “Stop it,” Julian said quietly.

 

“Are you going to hit me again?”  Damar asked nervously.

 

“I might.”

 

“I did it again, didn’t I?”  Damar asked, meeting Julian’s disappointed eyes.

 

“Yes, you did.  I love you, all of you.  Get that through your thick skull.”

 

Damar looked down unable to met Julian’s eyes.  “I’m sorry.”

 

“Da, look at me.”  The Cardassian looked at him, blue eyes sad.  “Don’t be sorry.  Quit cutting yourself down.  That’s all I asking.”  Julian smiled at him.  “Well, that and for you to love me.”

 

“The last part I can do willingly.  The first is not so easy.”

 

Julian ran his forefinger down the Cardassian’s cheek.  “Try.”

 

“Alright.  I will try.”

 

Julian nodded.  “Shower, while I get us some breakfast.  What would you like?”

 

“What ever you’re having.”

 

“Alright.  I’ll meet you in the dining room in a bit.”

 

Julian was sitting at the table drinking orange juice when Damar came out of the bedroom.  Wearing his Cardassian uniform, making quite a striking figure.  “Oh, my.”   Julian said, whistling appreciatively.  you are a handsome devil,”

 

Damar blushed a bright and interesting shade of aquamarine.  He ducked his head shyly.  “Jewels.”

 

Julian chuckled.  “I love the way my beautiful Cardassian blushes.  Would you like some orange juice?”

 

“What is orange juice?”  Damar asked, looking at the interesting liquid in the glass Julian was offering him.

 

“A fruit native to Earth.  I think you might like it.  It’s a blend of sweet and tart mixed together.”

 

“Hmm, it is good,” Damar replied, after taking a tentative taste.

 

Julian smiled at him.  “There’s an old earth saying that if you drink orange juice it keeps you from getting colds,”  He told him, offering him some toast.  “There’s another about an apple a day keeps the doctor away.”

 

Damar looked at him curiously as he took a bite of his toast. “I do not know what an apple is, but if it keeps the doctor away I do not want it.  I happen to like my doctor near.”

 

It was Julian’s turn to blush.  “You say the sweetest things.  So what do you have planned for today.  Eggs?”

 

“Yes, please.  I will meet with Dukat this morning then do…” Damar sighed heavily. “paperwork.”

 

Julian smiled.  “Yup, there is never an end to the paperwork,” He replied offering the Cardassian a plate filled with scrambled eggs more toast and bacon.

 

Damar took it.  Moving the eggs around with his fork.  He looked up.  “Eggs?” he asked quizzically.

 

Julian nodded.  “Eggs.  Try, I think you might like it too.”  He watched the Cardassian nibbling delicately.  His eyebrow ridges rising appreciatively.  “You like.”

 

“Yes.  What are your plans for today?” 

 

Julian took a drink of his juice.  “I have physicals scheduled all day.  Then I was planning on having lunch with my Cardassian lover.  After that more physicals.  Paperwork then dinner with my Cardassian lover in my quarters.  Then I was planning on spending the rest of the night having my Cardassian lover for dessert.”  Damar choked.  “Are you alright, Da?”  Julian asked softly, rubbing the broad back.

 

“Fine.  You just took me by surprise.”

 

“What, that I would want you for dessert?”

 

“Hmm, yes,” Damar replied, taking a drink of his orange juice.

 

“Well, I figured I’d tell you now so you’d know what to expect.  Tonight you will let me take you won’t you, Da?”  Julian asked seductively, brown eyes more luminous than usual.

 

“Y…yes?”  Damar replied questioningly.

 

“You don’t seem to be to sure, Love,” Julian told him smiling softly.

 

“I am sure,” Damar said, hesitantly meeting Julian’s eyes. “It is just that…”

 

“What?”

 

“I have never had another male in me.”

 

Julian reached over to take Damar’s slightly trembling hand in his.  “Are you afraid?”

 

“No, not exactly.”

 

“Then what?”

 

“What if I like it?”

 

Julian smiled.  “You’re suppose to like it, love.”

 

Damar hissed in frustration.  “What if I like it so much I need to seek other males to find relief when you are not near.  Not an unreasonable notion giving Cardassian aggression and need for stress relief.

 

Julian suddenly found that Damar wasn’t the only that could become possessively jealous.  “You fucking better not.  That little love tap you got in the bathroom will be nothing compared to what I’ll do if I find you cheating on me.  I will take care of your needs, Damar.  ALL of them.”

 

Damar looked at him in amazement.  “You are jealous?”

 

“Damn right.  You are mine and no one else’s.  Got it?”

 

“No one has ever been jealous over me before.”  Damar tilted his head to the side.  “I think I like it.  So yes, I got it.”  He told the Doctor with a brilliant smile. 

 

Julian returned the smile as he rose from the table.  “Good answer, Da.  Very good answer,” He said, bending down to kiss the still slightly stunned Cardassian.  Before beginning to collect the empty plates and cups.

 

Damar watched him.  “How do I get through the day now knowing you want me and will have me tonight?”  he asked softly.

 

“Easy, just think about the loving I’m going to be giving you.”

 

The Cardassian stroked his aching groin gently.  “That will be the problem not the solution.”

 

Julian rested his head on Damar’s shoulder his hands joining the Cardassians.  “Could I make you come right here, right now?  In this chair?”  he whispered.

 

Damar arched his head back.  “Y…yes.  Very easily.  Oh!”  He arched up into their combined touch.  To only have Julian remove his warm hands. 

 

“Tonight, Lover.  Tonight, you are mine.”

 

Damar rose awkwardly from the chair.  “This will be the longest day of my life,” He said as he followed the chuckling Julian out the door.

 

***

 

Surprisingly the day went quickly.  Lunch was a display of seduction and self-control of the likes Damar had never been party too.  Julian whispering words that made and kept Damar hard and arching.  He was afraid that the leaking fluid from his chest would be visible to all.  He had taken to growling low in his throat as warning. 

 

Julian had simply looked at him and chuckled.  Not the least bit afraid, but he eased the teasing.

 

It had been a very nice lunch as they talked of many things.  Julian told him of his life on Earth, training to become a doctor.  His life when he was a child.  Of being enhanced.  Hiding nothing. 

 

All while they shared a meal of soup, salad and something Julian called a grilled cheese sandwich.  It had been surprisingly good.  The meal as well as the conversation as they got to know each other beyond the sexual realm.

 

Damar found his human to be many things.  He was funny, with a wicked sense of humor.  He was sensitive, compassionate and dedicated to his work.  Added to the fact that Julian was extremely sensual something Damar was sure not many had seen. 

 

At meals end Julian kissed Damar softly on lips.  Uncaring who saw them.   As Julian deepened the kiss it was if the Doctor was claiming Damar for all to see.  When the kiss finished Julian had pulled away slowly, nibbling gently on the Cardassian’s bottom lip.

 

“You’re mine.  Remember that,” He had told him, before leaving Quark’s. Smiling at the stunned patrons who’d witness the kiss.

 

***

 

Julian was having him for dessert.  Julian was having him for dessert.  Damar kept repeating over and over as his beautiful human moved above him. 

 

Julian was nibbling on the ridges over his left eyebrow.  Tongue leaving a trail of wet heat in its wake.  Then the tongue licked the ridges leading to his scalp making Damar moan in pleasure.  The tongue moved back down.

 

“I…I …” Damar stuttered.

 

“What, Love?”  Julian whispered as he moved to nibble the spoon-like pattern in the middle of Damar’s forehead.

 

“I…I forgot what I was going to say,” Damar replied as Julian nibbled ever so delicately on him.

 

Feeling the human soft chuckles all the way to his toes.  It made the Cardassian shudder in pleasure. 

 

Julian had feed him a dinner of something called roast beef, mashed potatoes and steamed carrots.  Damar hadn’t liked the carrots, but did enjoy the roast beef and mashed potatoes.

 

Then the slight human had taken him into the bedroom, carefully removed his clothing.  Leading him to the bed and told him to make himself comfortable against the headboard. 

 

Damar had watched stunned beyond belief as he watched Julian remove his clothing in such a way that had him hard and leaking so quickly he was hard pressed not to attack him. 

 

He’d moaned softly as he watched his lover prepare his own body.  Meeting and holding the luminous brown eyes as Julian took his own fingers deep.  Watched in amazement as the brown turned to grey then to black in arousal. 

 

Then Julian had mounted him, taking him deeply.  Damar held him close as Julian moved against him.  Watching the human close his eyes in pleasure.

 

No words were spoken, were not need as they sought release together.  Julian reached for his mouth.  Initiating a motion that mimicked the physical act of loving with his tongue.

 

Julian was releasing fluid at a steady rate, it smeared onto Damar’s abdomen mixing with what was leaking from the Cardassian’s chest.

 

Damar had carefully pressed Julian back until he lay against the soft mattress and began thrusting into him hard, covering every inch he could of Julian’s body with his own.

 

Damar had never in his life felt such a connection with someone before.  Never knew it was possible.

 

Julian had reached for his mouth again.  Their lips sealing together, barely being able to stay together as the thrusting had increased. 

 

Damar had felt Julian’s slight yet strong legs wrap around him. Arms wrapped around his struggling body, holding him close.

 

He moaned softly as Julian bit his tongue, then nothing.

 

He woke to find Julian making a meal of him. “There won’t be a centimeter of you I won’t intimately know, Da.  You are mine.  All mine.”

 

“Y…yes,” Damar replied as Julian began at the very top of the Cardassian’s body.  His exploration had not made it off his face.  Damar was positive he would be insane by the time Julian got to his feet. His nose was gently licked before Julian bit it.  Making the Cardassian arch in pleasure. 

 

“Do you like what I’m doing to you, Da?”

 

“Y…yes.”

 

“Are you mine?”  Julian asked, nipping at Damar’s upper lip.

 

“Y…yes.”

 

Julian licked Damar’s sensual bottom lip.  The Cardassian opened his mouth wide seekingly.  Julian gave him a passionate kiss before moving across Damar’s face to explore the Cardassian’s right ear.

 

“You have the most beautiful ears.”

 

Damar shivered as the softly spoken words moved warm air across and into his ear.  “T…thank you.”

 

“You’re very welcome.”  Julian moved across to the other side giving Damar another soul destroying kiss.

 

True to his words there wasn’t a centimeter of Damar’s face that Julian hadn’t explored and loved.  Leaving the Cardassian trembling lightly as he moved down to explore the heavy ridge that ran down the right side of Damar’s neck.

 

“Hmm, you taste good,” Julian said nibbling delicately at the ridges.

 

Damar dug his fingers deep into the bed.  Trying desperately to regain what little control he had and not toss the human off him and enter him violently.

 

“You can touch me, you know.  I am yours as much as you are mine.” Damar caressed Julian’s slight back, earning a happy sigh from his human.  “Your hands are so warm.”

 

“Hmm,” Damar replied as Julian moved to the neck ridges on the left side. Giving it the same loving that the right had received.  Gently and as if Julian had all the time in the world. Making his way up to give loving attention to his ear, before moving down to nibble and lick the ridges on his chin.  “J…jewels?”

 

“Hmm?”

 

“A…are you trying to kill me?  B…because if you are, you are succeeding,” Damar told him conversationally.

 

Julian stopped his nibbling.  “I don’t want you dead.  I want you alive and very much aware of everything I am doing to you.”

 

Damar gasped softly when Julian stroked his hardness with his hand.  “No worry there.  I…I am feeling everything.”

 

“Good.  Can I get back to it?”

 

“B…by all means.”

 

“Thank you.”

 

Julian made his way down the Cardassian’s chest.  Knowing exactly what he was doing to his lover.

 

“Da?”

 

“Y…yes?”

 

“Can I make you come by just sucking on your nipples?”  Julian asked curiously.  Licking and nibbling on the left while his hand gently pinched and rolled the right.

 

“I don’t know,” Damar replied, more than a bit dazedly.  “It has never been tried.”

 

Julian looked at the nipple inches from his face.  “May I?”

 

“B…by a…all means.  I don’t think I could stop you even if I wanted.”

 

By the time Julian was ready to move on he’d brought Damar to completion a total of five times. He smiled up at Damar as he made his way toward a Cardassian bellybutton. ”I really liked that.  If I had more time I’d see how many times I could make you come before I turn you into Cardassian goo.”

 

“Goo?”

 

“Slippery, slimy mess.”

 

Damar shuddered when a tongue gently explored his bellybutton.  “I am already there, Jewels, and you haven’t even taken me yet.”

 

“Oh I will.  But all in good time,” Julian replied as he licked and kissed Damar’s hip bone.

 

“Jewels?”

 

“Yes, Love?”

 

“Isn’t you tongue and mouth tired yet?”

 

“Nope.  Remember I told you I’d been enhanced?”

 

Y…yes.”

 

Julian made his way to the other hip bone.  “I have more stamina that most humans. Don’t be fooled by my slightness.  I may look fragile at times, but I’m not.  I can take everything you dish out and then some.  But right now it’s allowing me to get to know you in a way no one else in this universe or any other has.”

 

Julian moved up slightly to look at Damar penis. It stood proud and erect, leaking fluid at a steady pace.  It was one of the largest he’d ever seen.  And that was saying a lot considering he was a doctor.  Quiescent, it was a beautiful pale blue-green. Erect and straining, it turned a dark blue, almost a midnight blue.  Julian could hardly believe he had gotten something that big inside of him.

 

“You’re very big, Da,” Julian told him, licking the fluid oozing from the tip.

 

Damar arched up gasping.  “Is that g…good?”

 

“Yes, I suppose it could be.  I love the way you feel in me.  But I would love you no matter what,” Julian replied, taking the large head in his mouth.

 

Damar groaned forgetting what he was about to say.  Feeling Julian’s warm wet mouth begin a gentle sucking motion.  His eyes widened in surprise as he felt himself slip deeper and then deeper still, until he was all the way in.

 

“Julian!”  Damar screamed in astonishment.  Feeling his human chuckles rippling all along his length.  “Oh!”

 

Julian began to suck hardily, loving the way Damar felt in his mouth.  He suddenly realized he liked it just about as much as when the Cardassian was pounding him into the mattress.  He pulled all the way out just as suddenly, taking Damar all the way back down his throat.  Loving the way Damar was squirming on the bed.   He felt gentle hands on his head not directing or forcing, simply holding his head. 

 

Damar was breathing hard, thinking fleetingly that his heart would pound out of his chest as Julian showed him another way to love.  He began thrusting gently into the warm wet haven.  Given encouragement by Julian’s sounds of approval.

 

Damar released fluid deep into Julian’s throat with a tiny whimper then nothing.  He came to-to find Julian looking down at him smugly licking his swollen lips.  “You will be the death of me, Human.” 

 

The smile on Julian’s face deepened. “So I take it you liked your first blow-job?”

 

Damar caressed the side of Julian’s face with the forefinger of his right hand.  “If that is what it is called-then yes, I enjoyed it immensely.”

 

Julian sucked the finger into his mouth watching as Damar’s blue eyes narrowed in arousal.  “Da, how many times can you come in a night?”  He said, around the finger.

 

“Countless.  Cardassians have endless stamina and endurance that is why the founder chose us to fight their battles.”

 

Julian released the finger.  “And an endless supply of semen.  Better than my vibrator I would think.  And much more cuddly.”  Julian said, laying his body on top of Damar, sighing contently as warm arms came around him.

 

“Will you show me this vibrator of yours?”

 

“If you like.”

 

“Yes.  Are you done making me your dessert?”

 

“Not yet.  Remember, you said I could take you?”

 

Damar stroked Julian’s soft hair.  “I thought that’s what you were doing.”

 

Julian looked up from where his head lay on the Cardassian’s chest. “No.  That was just a getting to know you sort of loving.  Da?”

 

“Hmm?”

 

“Are Cardassian prostates in the same place as human males?  I couldn’t find any mention of it in the files.”

 

“It is just inside the rectal wall.”

 

Damar watched Julian’s eyes lit up.  “That means you’re going to feel everything intensely.  Very intensely.  I like that.”

 

The Cardassian stroked Julian’s face gently.  “If it is as sensitive as human males.”

 

Julian reached over to gather something he’d left on the bedside table.  “Shall we find out?”

 

Damar chuckled softly.  Intensely pleased by Julian enthusiasm.  “Is this a lover’s curiosity or that of a doctor?”

 

Julian uncapped the bottle.  “A little bit of both.  But more of the lover wanting to pleasure his love.”

 

Damar spread his legs, allowing Julian between them.  “It’s alright then.”

 

The Cardassian took the first finger with little problem.  The second as well.  Julian was being very gentle as he moved his fingers in search of the elusive Cardassian prostate.

 

“Anything?”  Julian asked softly.

 

“Nothing.  It is very pleasurable though.  But nothing compared to what you go through when I am in you.”

 

Julian frowned slightly as he continued to move his fingers around inside Damar.  He added a third angling it slightly.  Suddenly the Cardassian arched up off the bed as if he’d been given an electrical shock.

 

“Ah,” Damar gasped, as tiny jolts of pleasure coursed through him as Julian began stroking the spot.

 

“I think maybe you will be just a little more sensitive than human males, Da.  If your reaction is anything to go by,” Julian told him smiling.

 

“Oh.  That feels incredible.  Faster, Jewels, faster.” Damar urged.

 

Julian did as the Cardassian requested.  Watching as fluid began practically bubbling out of Damar’s beautiful nipples.  He reached over and began sucking on the left one happily as he continued to thrust his fingers inside Damar’s body.

 

Damar’s bit his lower lip hard. ”Oh, Goddess,” He whispered hoarsely.  He’d never in his life felt pleasures like that.

 

“Do you like it, Da?”  Julian asked, looking decidedly smug.

 

Damar closed his eyes tightly arching his body up off the bed.  “Oh. Oh-yes.” 

 

“Good.  You’re going to like this next bit even more,” Julian replied, entering Damar with little fanfare and no warning.

 

Damar’s eyes widened in astonishment.  “Oh.”

 

“H…how does it feel?”  Julian asked, loving the overwhelming heat of the Cardassian.

 

“Ah…I’m not sure how to explain it.”

 

Julian frowned.  “Does it hurt, Da?  Because if it hurts I’ll stop.”

 

Damar wrapped his arms around the unsure human hastily.  “No.  No don’t pull out.  It is that I have never felt anything like this in my life.”

 

Julian nuzzled Damar’s nose.  “Explain it to me.” 

 

“Full.  An almost overwhelming sense of fullness.  I can feel you.  Hard inside of me.  Moving slightly even though you haven’t started to move yet,” Damar replied eyes slightly dazed.

 

Julian was desperately fighting the urge to thrust.  “Do you like it?”

 

“Y…yes.  Might I ask something of you?”

 

Julian kissed the nose he’d been nuzzling.  “What?”

 

“Move.”

 

Saying that Damar removed his arms from around Julian’s body giving him free reign.  Julian began thrusting.  Moaning at the exquisite feeling of heat and tightness.  It was truly incredible.

 

Damar’s eyes widened in astonishment.  He could feel Julian.  Every inch of him as he moved inside of him.  “Jewels?”

 

“Yes, Love?”  Julian asked as he continued to gently thrust allowing the Cardassian to get use to the unusual feeling of having someone inside a place not really meant for such activity.

 

“I…is this what you go through every time I am in you?”

 

“Y…yes.”  Julian angled himself to where he now knew the Cardassian’s prostate was.  Watching those beautiful blue eyes widened even more.

 

“Jewels!”

 

Julian smiled as he increased his thrusting into the body under him.  “You like?”

 

His prostate was continually being stroked making Damar’s body tremble at what felt like electrical jolts coursed through him.  He began to meet Julian’s thrust with his own.

 

“Y…yes.”  He practically shouted. “Oh, yes.”

 

Julian reached down to stroke Damar’s chest, spreading the fluid oozing from the Cardassian’s nipples. “This is intense.  I have never felt anything like this in my life,” He said hoarsely, continuing to thrust.  Hard enough to move the larger Cardassian’s body.  “You’re so hot.  So tight around me.”

 

Damar wrapped his legs around Julian.  Moaning softly as the human slid deeper. ”Oh!  Oh!”  He chanted in time with the driving thrusts.  Fluid was coming out of his chest and penis at a rate he’d never seen before.  It was pooling between them heavily, smearing as Julian rubbed their two bodies together as he sought release.

 

Damar bit back a hoarse scream as he achieved orgasm.  The last thing he remembered was Julian panting above him as he continued to thrust hard.

 

Damar murmured softly as he opened his eyes to find Julian looking down at him with affection.

 

“Awake?”

 

He ran his hands over Julian’s back to cup small, rounded buttocks.  “Y…yes.”

 

“Did you like it?”  His human asked, very, very hopefully.

 

“Yes.  Very much so.”

 

“So I can have you wherever I want?”

 

Damar chuckled softly.  “Yes, whenever you like.”

 

Julian was still on top of him and still very much a part of the Cardassian.  “Really?”

 

“Yes.  I enjoyed it very much and I can truthfully say I have never had an experience like that in my life.”

 

“And you will only have it with me, right?”  Julian asked, needing to be sure.

 

Damar raised his head slightly rubbing his nose against Julian’s.  “Yes.”

 

“Da?”

 

“Hmm.”

 

“We need to talk about where this relationship is going.”

 

Damar looked at Julian curiously.  “What do you mean?”

 

“We need to talk about where this relationship is going.  What you expect from it.  What I expect from it.  What I want to happen between us.”

 

Damar’s blue eyes widened in astonishment.  “You want a commitment?  With ME?”

 

Julian chuckled.  “Don’t sound so surprised.  Of course I want a relationship with YOU.  I love you.”

 

“Are you sure?  We’ve been together for less than a week.”

 

Julian began thrusting again.  Slowly, gently.  “I’ve never been surer of anything in my life.”

 

Damar frowned. “Are you sure?  Really sure?”

 

Julian returned the frown.  “Are you telling me I don’t know my own mind?  Would you like me to smack you again?”

 

“No.  No.  I will commit to you if you wish.”

 

Julian stopped thrusting.  “You don’t want to commit to me?”

 

Damar smiled up at him.  “I did not say that.”

 

“Don’t smile at me like a loon.  Tell me what you mean.”

 

“I love you.”

 

That seemed to be the right thing to say as Julian’s luminous eyes began to glow even more.  “I love you too.  Commit to me?”

 

“Yes.”

 

Julian smiled brilliantly at him.  “Oh, Damar.  Thank you.” Eyes glimmering with tears.

 

“Jewels?”

 

“Yes, Love?”

 

“Make love to me?”  Damar asked softly, wiping the tears that escaped.

 

Julian began thrusting again.  Driving into Damar’s body with hard, even strokes.  “Oh, yes.  For always.  There are things we need to discuss.”

 

“Yes.”

 

“For now though let’s get to know each other a lot better.”

 

Damar arched up when Julian thrusted against his prostate.  That felt so good.”  “Oh, yes.”

 

“Tomorrow.”

 

“Tomorrow,” Damar reiterated cupping Julian’s flexing buttocks encouragingly.

 

“For now…”

 

“For now…?”

 

“I’m going to love you so hard and fast you’re not going to be able to walk straight tomorrow.  And then I’m going to love you again and again and again till all you know is me.  All you want is me.”  Julian gasped, thrusting hard.

 

“I am already there, Jewels.”

 

“Good.  Good.  Tell me.”

 

Damar didn’t deny what Julian wanted for him to say. “I love you.”

 

“Good,” Julian replied, smiling brilliantly as he continued to move.  “I love you too and I’m going to show you until you have no reason to ever doubt me.  Until you have no choice but to believe me.”