Title: You’ll Be Mine II
Author: Angelee
Fandom: Star Trek Voyager
Pairing: Tom Paris/Chakotay
Rating: Adult
Summary: You waited.
Beta: By my sister Anna. All remaining errors are mine-with apologies.
You’ll Be Mine II
“Hmm.”
Chakotay smiled as he ran his left hand over beautiful white skin. Loving the contrast between his much darker skin. The gold band surrounding his ring finger gleaming brightly in the light.
“Like that?” he asked softly.
“You know I do. Love you, Cha.”
Chakotay moved closer offering his lips. “I love you
too. My beautiful
pilot. So how was it flying the
The kiss returned with all the love a body could hold. “Like a dream come true. But know what?”
“What?”
“Nothing compares to being here with you.”
Chakotay gathered the warm receptive body close. “Oh, Tom.”
“I’ve waited so long for you.”
Chakotay nuzzled a warm neck. “I know you have.”
“I wrote every day. Sometimes twice.”
“Yes.”
“I followed the path set for me. Just like you asked.”
“Yes.”
Tom pulled away slightly. “And guess what?”
“What?”
Tom gave him a brilliant smile. “It lead me right back to you.”
Chakotay returned it. “It most certainly did.”
Tom held Chakotay’s left hand in his. Kissing the ring. “I finally had the credits to buy you a ring.”
“Yes. Do you want the
toy back?” Chakotay said, motioning with
his head toward the shelf where the tiny toy of the
“No. You keep it. I’ll know where it’s at in any case.” Tom lay back against the soft mattress in Chakotay’s quarter. Pulling the unresisting man, until he lay on top of him. Sighing happily. “I’ve waited forever for this day.”
Chakotay kissed Tom’s forehead. “And aren’t you glad you did?”
“Hmm, I guess. Not so much late at night when I wanted desperately to be with you. In every sense of the word. If you know what I mean.”
“I know what you mean. I’ve felt the same for a long time.”
Tom ran his hands over Chakotay’s back and buttock. Lining up their naked bodies carefully. Part for part they were matched. “You’ve waited longer than me. You were a lot older. Must have hurt like hell to have a permanent case of blue balls.”
Chakotay gave a startled laugh. “Your language. You certainly didn’t learn that from me.”
“Hmm, people at the academy. Should hear some of the language they use. Besides it’s true.”
“Not so blue, my love.”
Tom stopped exploring. “What does that mean?” he asked suspiciously.
“There are ways around blue balls.”
Tom renewed his exploration. “Yeah right. Like you’d go with anyone else once you bonded me.”
Chakotay smiled down at him, dark eyes twinkling merrily. “I could have.”
“Ha. Pull the other one. You’re mine. And besides you said you would wait for me.”
Chakotay kissed the tip of Tom’s nose. “Yes, I did.”
“Cha?”
“Yes, love,” Chakotay replied distractedly as he nibbled on a warm neck.
Tom angled his neck, allowing for better nibbling. “No more blue balls for either of us. I followed my path and it lead me right back to you. I have my dreams and I have you. What else could I ask for?”
“Hmm.”
“Know the best thing of all of this?”
Tom tightened his arms around the strong body above
his. “I’m eighteen now. I have a career. I can pilot anything that flies. I’ve piloted the
Chakotay kept right on nibbling. “Yes.”
“I got you.”
“Yes.”
“You’re mine. For always”
Chakotay stopped nibbling. “Without a doubt. From the moment we met I was yours.”
Tom sighed happily. “You feel so good.”
Chakotay nibbled lower. “Why thank-you, my love.”
“Could this be considered our wedding night?”
Chakotay contemplated a rosy nipple. “Hmm, yes,” he replied, before taking it into his mouth.
Tom gasped. “Oh, that feels good.” He tangled his finger into Chakotay’s dark hair pulling him closer against his chest.
Chakotay nibbled and sucked until he had Tom whimpering in need, before pulling away slightly. “Like it?”
“Oh, yeah,” Tom gave Chakotay a hopeful look. “Other one?”
Chakotay smiled before he bent his head to do Tom’s bidding. Running is teeth over and over the sensitive flesh.
“Oh, God-you feel so good,” Tom told him arching his body up. Seeking something. Something he hadn’t looked for in anyone else. He ached sometimes at night, but he ached for Chakotay. Receiving his letters, handwritten all of them. It eased the ache somewhat, but he desperately wanted to hold and be held.
He smiled inwardly. Cha’s letters had started arriving almost right away. Tom had told his mom that he’d made a friend on the shuttle back to earth. She allowed the letters without to much questions. Which Tom was grateful for.
The letters continued to be sent back and forth for the next eight years. Tom had saved them all. Some stained with his tears when the ache in his heart got to be to much. They rested in his room, filling an entire footlocker.
Tom sighed softy as Chakotay quested lower. He’d done what Cha had asked of him. Did his best in his studies, gaining scores that had even made his father happy. He’d made friends, gone out just as his bondmate had requested of him.
Yet even as he sat in a nameless bar enjoying a beer and joking with his friends he wanted to be somewhere else with a desperation that almost had him screaming. He didn’t want to be with his friends, though they were nice people, all of them. He didn’t want the beer. He wanted to be with Cha. Held in his arms and kissed till he couldn’t think straight.
He wanted Cha. There were times that all he could think of. He wanted Chakotay. To be with him. Be loved by him. Yet he held true to what was being asked of him. To the best of his abilities. Not wanting to shame his bondmate. He wanted Chakotay to be proud of him.
Cha was. Chakotay was never skimpy with his praise. When thing got to rough, it was Chakotay’s love and praise that got Tom through it. When his father and mother took out their frustration of a bad marriage out on him. It was Cha’s love that saw him though it. It was Cha. Always Cha.
Tom gasped when his bondmate took him into his mouth. Looking down to meet Cha happily twinkling eyes.
“Cha. Oh, God, Cha,” Tom moaned, trying desperately not to listen to the demands of his hungry body. He’d waited for so long, so very long. He didn’t want to rush, Tom wanted it to last.
Chakotay had other ideas as he carefully with deliberate determination took him higher and higher until Tom could do nothing else but come into the hungrily seeking mouth.
Chakotay pulled away slowly with a last lick. Smiling when it caused Tom to shiver in reaction.
“Good?” he asked, softly, licking his lips for any remaining tasted of his bondmate.
“Oh, God-yeah-better than I expected actually.”
Chakotay chuckled softly. “What-you though I’d be a horrendously bad lover?”
Tom opened his arms wide, gathering Chakotay to him with a happy sigh. “Oh, no. I new you would be the best lover in all the galaxies. You couldn’t be anything but-good.”
Chakotay rubbed his face against Tom’s soft hair. “Oh?”
“I picked you, didn’t I?”
“You were only ten when you did it. It kind of surprised me that you kept to it.”
Tom gave him an outraged look. “I know what I wanted. And even at ten it was you.”
“Shh, don’t get mad. We have other things we could be doing than me having to sooth you because you’re angry.”
Tom sighed. “You’re right, but I wanted you at ten and I’ll still want you at a hundred and ten. Love me?”
Chakotay kissed his forehead. “You know I do.”
Tom gave him a mischievous smile. “Prove it.”
“Oh, you flirt.”
“Only with you, baby. Show me how much you love me.”
Chakotay gently tucked soft blond lock behind Tom’s ears. “Are you ready for that? It doesn’t have to be today. We can do it later.”
Tom smiled up at him. “I’ve been waiting for eight year, Cha. I’m more than ready. Love me.”
“Alright, if you’re sure?” Chakotay asked, once again seeking reassurance.
“I am. Please, Cha? Please?”
Chakotay reached toward the bedside table. “Alright, but I want to make sure I don’t hurt you. Don’t want you limping when you join Voyager on her maiden voyage.”
Tom closed his eyes as Chakotay readied him. Sighing softly at the gentleness of his bondmate. Breathing deep and steady when Cha carefully slid into him with no pain whatsoever. Yet Tom’s eyes fill with tears.
“Tom? Oh, Goddess, I’ve hurt you,” Chakotay, said, his own eyes filling with tears. He would have pulled free if not for the arms holding him close.
“No, Cha, no. You didn’t hurt me. I’m fine, you were gentle, being it’s my first time.”
“Then what is it, my love?”
“I’m just happy. Being mushy, that’s all.”
Chakotay wiped the tears away with his thumbs. “O…oh, Tom,” he replied, barely able to get the words out.
“I love you, Cha. With all my heart.”
“I love you too, baby.”
Tom smiled up at him. “We’re a bunch of sissy, huh?”
“No, I don’t think so. I’ll let you in on a little secret, sweetling.” Chakotay began gently thrusting into the body under him. “On the day you asked me to wait for you. When you walked away, I felt as if my heart was going to break. I wanted to grab you and carry you off to the ends of the universe. Hold you close and never, ever let you go.”
“Ah,” Tom arched up slightly allowing Chakotay to slide in deeper. “Why didn’t you? I would have loved it if you had.”
“You need to grow into the man fate had in store for you. I had to let you go for that to happen and it was the hardest thing I have ever had to do in my life.”
“And you waited,” Tom replied, awed.
Chakotay nodded, angling his thrusts, making Tom moan in reaction. “I waited. I would have waited to the end of time for you to come back to me.”
“And if I had chosen a different path? One that didn’t lead to you?”
“My heart would have broken.”
“Yet you waited on the word of a ten year old.”
Chakotay smiled. “A ten year old who knew what he wanted.”
“Oh, God,” Tom moaned, wrapping his legs around the body of his bondmate, thrusting up. “That feels so good. You waited.”
“I waited.” Chakotay smiled allowing the dimples free reign.
Tom brought a shaking hand up to gently touch them. “These are what caught my eye, when I saw you on the shuttle. They have got to be the cutest dimples in the whole universe. Well, that and the tattoo. Cha?”
Chakotay began thrusting harder. “Y…Yes?” he asked distractedly.
“Can I get a matching tattoo?”
The thrusting stopped, earning a disappointed moan from Tom. “What?” Chakotay asked softly.
“Don’t stop. I want a tattoo to match yours.”
Chakotay shook his head. “No. I like your beautiful white skin. I don’t want it marred.”
Tom traced the tattoo with his forefinger. “You have one and I don’t think you’re marred.”
Chakotay resumed thrusting, making Tom arch up in pleasure. “Well, maybe a little tattoo. Somewhere where it won’t be to noticeable.”
Tom wrapped his arms around the moving body of his bondmate. “How about one on my ass. That says ‘Property of Chakotay’.”
“No, I don’t think so. What would the Doctor on Voyager think?”
“Who cares? I want the universe to know that I belong to Cha.”
Chakotay smiled. “Well, that’s kind of a given, my love. It has been since you were ten. You don’t need a tattoo proclaiming it.”
“That’s true,” Tom replied, with no small amount of satisfaction. “Okay, no tattoo. Know what?”
“What?”
Tom gave him a brilliant smile. “You’re mine, all mine.”
Chakotay returned it. “There was never a doubt, my love. Now it’s time to show you exactly how much.”