Title: The Quest
Author: Angelee
Fandom: Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Pairing: Spike/Xander
Summary: Can extreme dislike turn to something else-like love?
Beta: By my sister Anna. All remaining errors are mine-with apologies.
Note: This is a
challenge given by Lady Q. Write an AU story with Spike and Xander are knights of the round table. Spike can be human in this AU,
but he is the black knight and Xander is the White knight and they can't stand
each other. King
Arthur
wants them to get along so he can have strong working team. So he sends
them on a quest together and on this quest they fall in love :) You
can put
any of your favorite Buffy/Angel characters in this story.
The
Quest
“But
my Lord…”
King
Arthur rubbed his head wearily. “No,
Xander. No, but my Lord…”
Xander
gave him his best woe-is-me look. “But I
hate his very soul, my lord.”
“I
know you do, Xander. So does the entire
castle. And the whole
surrounding villages. You have
been bickering at each other for weeks now.
Ever since he came here. My Lady Guinevere who has the patience of a
saint,” Arthur smiled. “she did after all marry me, is at her wits end with the two
of you. She tells me you tried to push
him down the stairs.”
“No, my lord. I swear that was but an
accident.” Arthur rolled his beautiful blue eyes at him in disbelief. “Truly, my lord. I didn’t even know he was standing there,”
Xander said weakly.
“That’s
not what William says. He wants to have
you flogged.”
“He’d
like that, the reprobate,” Xander whispered sarcastically.
“What
was that?”
“Nothing my lord. Just
talking to myself.”
King
Arthur ran his hands over his hair. Sending it into his face.
“I’m sure. Then there is what my Lady
Xander
looked down at his shoes. “What was that,
my lord?”
“You
tried to buy a potion from her to make him vanish.”
Xander
moaned softly. Didn’t anyone in the
castle know how to keep a secret? It’s
not like
“No, my Lord. I only wanted him to
vanish from Camelot. I did not want him
dead. I’m not that horrid. I wanted him sent to someplace very cold and
very far away from me.”
Arthur
sighed heavily. “Xander. Xander. Xander. My best childhood friend. What am I to do with you?”
Xander
gave him a sheepish grin. “Love me like
you always have?” he
asked softly. Knowing he may have pushed
his King too far. Knowing he had, if the
look in Arthur’s blue eyes were any indication.
“Always, my friend. Always. But I cannot allow this bickering to
continue. I want you to get along. Make my knights the best in the land, for
that you must learn to get along.”
Xander
fingered the ties on his shirt. “But I
hate him.”
“But why? You don’t even know him.”
Xander
pulled one of the ties free and began nibbling on the end. “I hate the look of him. All
blond, blue-eyes. Cheekbones you
could cut a tough roast on. He’s always
smirking at me,” he complained softly. “And making these rude comments.”
“Why
do you let it trouble you?”
“It
troubles me because he just arrived to Camelot and he thinks he rules the
castle.”
Arthur
chuckled softly. “You know that’s not
the case. Will never
be true.”
Xander
met the twinkling eyes of his King. “I
know. I know. You rule with an iron fist. You and no one else.”
“Yes.”
“For
someone made of marshmallow.”
Arthur
frowned at him. “What was that?”
Xander
looked at him innocently from underneath his thick eyelashes as he continued to
nibble on his tie. “Nothing, oh-Lord and
Master.”
“I
should hope not.” Arthur sat straighter in his chair. “For my sanity and the
sanity of my kingdom. You shall do as I ask.”
He looked around the empty chamber.
No one was about. Just him and his childhood friend. He ran his hands over the gleaming wood of
the round table. You will do as I ask. As your King and friend, you will do as I
demand.”
“No. Please, Arthur. No.
Don’t make me do this,” Xander begged.
“You
my friend and Sir William shall go on a quest.”
Xander
moaned softly. “Not another quest. Please, Arthur. The last one just about killed me. I still
shudder at night thinking about what Lord Giles wanted to do to me.”
Arthur
smiled. “He only wanted to make you his courtesan.”
“I
didn’t want to be a courtesan. I can
barely handle being a Lord in your castle.”
“Chased
you through ten different counties, he did.”
Xander
nodded. “Yes, and he almost caught me
too,” he replied shuddering at the thought.
“I would have been chained to his bed for the rest of eternity.
“Would
being pamper within an inch of your life be so dreadful?”
“Oh,
please. I get treated like something thrown out of the chamber pot every morning.
I wouldn’t know what to do if I was ever pampered. My poor heart would fail just at the
thought.”
“You
are not treated that way,” Arthur told him, his smile deepening. Xander was loved by all for his caring nature. At least until Sir William had come to Camelot
and unleashed something within his gentle friend that had nothing to do with
gentleness.
“Are. Everyone hates me.”
“Only
Lady Buffy hates you. And that was
because you stepped on her new gown and ruined it.”
“I
told her I’d buy her another.”
“Her
father had it especially made.”
“I
didn’t do it on purpose,” Xander replied defensively. “I keep telling everyone it was an accident.”
“We
all know you are especially clumsy.”
“I
am,” Xander agreed. He frowned at
Arthur. “Are you making fun of me?”
Arthur
did his best to hide his smile. “Never.”
“You
wound me.”
“Ha. Not even Merlin could do that. You give the old coot a run for his coins
with your verbal sparing.”
“Merlin
has a big mouth.”
“And
he loves you too. Xander?” The other man looked at him curiously. “You will do this for me. For the love you have for your best friend
and King.”
“Arthur…”
“Please,
Xander?”
Xander
moaned softly. His
head hitting the shiny table with a dull thud. Knowing he was doomed. Listening to Arthur soft laughter and feeling
the comforting hand rubbing his back.
***
“Reprobate.”
“Charlatan.”
Xander
glared at William. “Am
not.”
William
glared back from his horse. “Are.”
“Not. If anyone is a charlatan it’s you. I doubt that the blond hair is even
real. You probably had Lady Willow whip
something up for you. Bet the rest of
the hair on your body is as dark as night.”
They’d
been at it since leaving the castle two days ago. Arthur seeing them off. The King ignoring the reproachful look Xander
gave him as he mounted his horse.
Arguing
from the second they’d left their King’s hearing range. All
during their meals. Falling asleep with ill words on their lips. Returning to
their verbal sparring the minute they woke.
William
smirked at him. “Would you like to
check?”
“Not
on your life. You pervert. I heard what you do when you’re in the
stables.”
“I
look after my horses. Nothing
more.”
“Ha.”
“I
do.”
Xander
rolled his eyes. “And my grandma’s a
saint.”
William
pulled back on his horse as if stunned.
“You mean she’s not?”
“Ass.”
“King’s
pet.”
“Whore.”
William’s
brows drew together. “Don’t you have to
be female to be a whore?”
“How
do I know you’re not? I’ve never seen
your privates. Maybe if I asked the
stable boy. He should know after all.”
William
gave a stuttering breath. “Oh, my Goddess-how I hate you.”
“No
more than I hate you. And why do you
always wear black? Does your closet hold
nothing else?”
William
looked down at his clothing. No armor
was need on this quest. So he wore
casual clothing. Black leather pants, a
black billowing shirt tied with strips of black leather ties and soft black
suede boots. “I happen to like
black. And what about
you? You’re all in white. Always white.
So very fucking virginal. Could it be perhaps that you are? Never lain with anyone have you?” he taunted.
“I
have.”
“Your
bleedin’ hand don’t count.”
“I’m
not a virgin,” Xander hissed at him.
William
eyed him skeptically. “Right,” he
scoffed.
“Ass.”
“Did that one already, virginal Xander. Want to try a different one?”
“I
really hate you.”
“Did that one too.”
Xander
sneered at him. “How
about if I count the ways. Haven’t done that. One-You think that you are the goddess’s
creation for all mankind. Not to mention
who you share your charms with. Be it
man or women. Thus you are a
whore.” Xander saw the flash of hurt
darken the blue eyes looking at him. He
ignored it as he went on. “From what
I’ve heard you’re not too picky who you lay with. I wouldn’t doubt it you carried some illness
not even the mighty Merlin could cure.”
With
shout William launched himself Xander. Tumbling them both to the ground. Xander yelped as he hit the ground. His horse was one of the tallest in the
castle. Not to mention he had a very
angry knight on top of him. William was
very heavy.
“Do
not think that because you are King Arthur’s friend that it will save you from
the thrashing you are about to receive.”
Xander
smiled up at him evilly. “Bring it,
whore.”
“I’m
going to kill you.”
“You
can try,” Xander replied, cuffing William soundly across the head.
“Die,”
The blond hissed in outrage.
“In your dreams.”
By
the time they were done they were both bleeding and bruised. With Xander having the upper hand as he lay
panting and winded on top of William.
Head resting on the other’s heaving chest.
Slowly
Xander register that there were sounds coming from William he’d never heard before. He looked up to see tears streaming down the
blond man’s face.
“William?” he called softly.
The blond man turned his head away. “Will?
Have I hurt you grievously?”
“Yes.”
Xander
gasped in shock. “Where? Where?”
William
raised a shaking hand and laid it next to where Xander’s head lay. “Here.
You have hurt me here.”
“Will?”
“Why
do you hate me so? I have done nothing
to my knowledge to cause so much malice.”
Xander
climbed up William’s body. “I don’t
really know. There something about you
that brings out the worst in me.” He
watched in horror as blue eyes filled with more tears.
“I
have done nothing to you,” William whispered softly, heartbrokenly. “Nothing.”
Suddenly
Xander wanted to make it right between them.
Never wishing to cause such misery. He cupped William’s face in his hands and
gently wiped the tears away with his thumbs.
“I know,” he whispered softly. “I
know. I’m sorry.” Before he realized what he was doing he
reached down and gently kissed first one eye they the other. Tasting the salty tears on
his tongue.
William
gave a shuddering breath. “Why do you hate me so?” he asked brokenly.
Xander
nuzzled a sharp cheekbone with his nose.
“I truly do not know.”
William
sighed unhappily. “It is my true wish
that you would come to some conclusion so we may move to something happier. I have never been so hated before in my life,
it is truly disconcerting.”
“I’m
sorry. I didn’t mean all the hateful
words I’ve said.”
William
gave him a sad smile. “Yes, you did.”
Xander
returned it with a rueful one. “Yes, at
the time-I guess I did.”
“I
know,” William whispered so softly Xander almost didn’t hear him.
“Would
a kiss appease? Perhaps begin the
healing?”
William’s
eyes looked at him quizzically. “A kiss?”
“A little one.”
“Perhaps,”
William replied, lifting his face in offer.
Xander
gently kissed his forehead first, before moving all over the pale face. Mindful of the bruises and tiny cuts. “I’m sorry.
So sorry,” he whispered woefully.
His own eyes filling with tears at the damage his hatred and dislike had
caused.
“I’m
not a whore.”
Xander
kissed a nose. “I know.”
“I’m
very picky who I share my body with.”
Xander
kissed a cheek. “Hmm.”
“I
am.”
“Alright,”
Xander replied, kissing the other cheek.
“I believe you.”
“I
did not lay the stable boy.”
“Alright.”
“I’m
not lying,” William said as warm lips met his tenderly, carefully. For a moment they teased each other back and
forth.
When Xander pulled away. “Alright.”
“Truth.”
Xander
kissed his chin. “I believe you,” he
replied before he laid his lips against the beating pulse in William’s
neck. Tonguing the
area gently before nibbling on the frantically beating pulse with his teeth.
“That
feels glorious,” William moaned softly, arching his head back against the soft
grass. He didn’t know what felt better
Xander’s touch or the warmth of the sun against his skin.
Hands
moved over his chest. “William?”
“Hmm?”
“May
I?”
William
looked down to see Xander’s hand moving uncertainly against the ties holding
his shirt closed. “Yes,
Oh-Goddess-yes.”
Xander
spread the shirt wide allowing the sun and his eyes to heat the pale
flesh. A mouth gently teased his nipple
before fully taking into his mouth. Suckling on it like a babe seeking its mother’s milk.
William
gasped, holding the head close against him.
Wishing he had something to give the hungrily seeking mouth.
He
loosened his hold as the lips sought the other one. Doing the same to it until William thought he
would go half mad at the pleasure.
“Xander. Please, I need….” William stuttered, not sure what he needed,
just knowing he needed.
Xander
looked up at him, smiling at him cheekily.
“I know what you need. Hold
still, my love and I shall give it to you in spades.”
Hands
frantically untied William’s leggings, exposing him. Before he had a chance for
modesty to claim him. Xander took
a hold of his organ and began stroking it.
Spreading the fluid gathering there.
“Oh,
Goddess,” William moaned softly.
“You
are so pale. So
beautiful.” Xander whispered,
before lowering his head and all thoughts left William’s head.
Hours
or what felt like hours later, William lay with his head against Xander’s chest
listening to the gently beating heart.
“I
have never lain with anyone. Until now.”
Xander
gently stroked his sweat soaked head. “I
know that now.”
“You
are the most experienced of the two of us,” William
told him, kissing the nearest flesh he could reach.
“Who
would spread rumors to the contrary?”
Suddenly Xander gave a gasp.
William
looked up. “What?” he asked curiously.
“It
was the Lady Drusilla. It was she, but
why would she hate you with such passion?”
“She
came to me one night with the oddest request.
One I refused. It was just to sick and deviant.
I could not.”
“What
did she want?”
“To bite me. To suck
the blood at my neck. I could
not. Not even for all the pleasures she
promised me if I allowed it. She left
very angrily after that. Not long
afterwards I heard she had taken up with a stable hand. Who two weeks later
disappeared.”
Xander
gently stroked William’s slender back soothingly. “I had heard of the same rumor from
“Yes.”
“King
Arthur has banished her to the far reaches of the land. Where she can harm no one. Only her most faithful companions attend
her.”
“I
am glad,” William replied, stretching in Xander’s arms. Wincing when body parts so
recently in use twinged in ache.
Xander
kissed the top of his head. “Have I made
you sore with my enthusiasm, my love.”
“A little. But tis a good kind of ache. Perhaps later we can do it again,” William
asked hopefully.
“Aye. We can. Perhaps you can return the favor I have so
gladly given you.”
William
looked up to meet Xander’s watching eyes.
“Truly.”
“Aye. We are equal in all
things. Most
especially in the matters of love.”
“Love?”
“Aye. I find that the reason for
my earlier distaste in you covered the facts that I found you most
appealing. Thus the
harsh and regrettable words. For
that I most sincerely and humbly apologize.”
William
smiled at him. “Accepted,” he replied,
climbing on top of the other man, who cupped his face in gentle hands. “Our quest is over. What Arthur set is out to do we have achieved. Us no longer wishing to kill one
another. We can return to
Camelot.”
“Do
you wish to wish to return, now,” Xander asked softly. “We can leave immediately.”
William
shook his head. “Nay.
Soon, but not just
yet. I wish for the moment to
enjoy the comfort of your arms and the warmth of the sun on my back. I find it most enjoyable and pleasing.”
Xander
pulled him close with a happy sigh. “As
you wish my love as you wish.”